The worst thing ever said about you.

ooh. damn. thats...i dont even know the word. fucked up.

 

Well when I was six I spilled water in a pizza restaruant and my dad said "are you gonna cry cry baby...waa nobody loves me" and then I started to cry. My mom was so pissed about that. Its a little funny now that I'm older...my dad has changed for the better, although he still can make me furious. Another thing that really bothers me is when adults asks to see my art and they make all of these assumptions and completely miss my meaning of the piece. They either probably think I'm on drugs or just weird. I get some grief because I draw buddha and my family is all christian. It just makes me mad that they don't get it...that there is no understanding. All of my art is about wonder and adventure but they only see the weird stuff in it...it just really bugs me. I also get shit about my weight...not as much now as I did when I was younger. The jokes really didn't bother its more that people brought it to attention...it's like really I'm fat? I didn't know thanks for bringing it up...I guess you can't see past my exterior into my real personality. Its like why did you need to bring it up...do you feel better now? I will admit that I do eat unhealthy though...which I should do something about. I did lose 20 pounds over the summer.

I can't believe some of the things you guy's have had to hear...its terrible to say the least. The worst part is that I'm sure I have done something like that to someone else. I think the lesson we have learned is to not let our emotions get the best of us. Find out something to calm you down and do it when you get angry. like yesterday my dad made me very angry so i took a shower and listened to Phish...it really calmed me down. I'm sorry for the pain you guy's had to face...I hope you can feel my sincerity. Thats the problem is showing someone that you truly care...that you know how they feel and you're sorry.

 

people have told me im boring. quiet. nerd. very pail. annoying. i cant think of a specific example but, i have said shitty terrible just... horrible things in my life... that im ashamed of... even though i was younger and didnt know any better.. ppl just dont realize the impact their words can have on other people. the thing is, you can't become a victim of words.. and the longer they linger in your thoughts, the more damage they will do.. so you really have 2 be responsible for your own thoughts... if someone says something mean u just have 2 let it go. or u can say something mean back but i believe in karma and u reap what you sow, if you plant bad words in a person's mind they will grow into trees, terrible trees that will come back to haunt you. ...or somethin, tht didnt really come out the way i wanted it too. BUT YOU GET THE IDEA LALLZ

 

Aw, man. I used to work in the head office of a pizza place taking complaints and resolving disputes on the phone. I felt SO GODDAMNED SORRY for the people in the stores, because I could hardly stand those retards on the phone but I could hang up on them if they got too insulting or just wouldn't stop after all proceedures had been exhausted. But the guys in the stores can't leave... I had to advise a few managers to call the police, one employee was afraid to leave the store because someone was waiting outside to "get him" for not giving a free pizza...you have my respect and sympathy.

On topic the meanest thing anyone's ever said to me was probably somewhere in that job but the insults turn into white noise so fast I don't recall anything offending me. I remember a few instances where someone hit a new low and I paid attention long enough to think "wow what a retard" but no feelings towards myself, it was just proceedure.

 

That I was a nice guy.