No, I see the need for getting in such a mode but rarely find myself in one. Hence why im looking for a partner with an OCD cleaning 'problem' :-D Playlists do help me massively though while forcing myself
Ok, well in that case I am glad that you have separated from him. 2 months is a positive milestone, if not an easy one. It will get easier, though.
I will say this once - A really good dick is hard to find, and that is a fact. However...the exact right dildo is a lot less trouble and much more consistently reliable.
It may belong in unpopular opinions thread... but I don't think any dildo ever comes anywhere close to a real penis.
I only need to split like 3-4 woods a day so it won't ve too bad but I already have an idea, I keep it near my wood box and then roll it onto my wood box as it lives 3 steps down on the driveway so I'd be able to roll it onto when needed. I know it sounds weird but I know what I'm talking about.