No more so than a lot of people, I imagine. No need to be dramatic. But yes, wouldn't say I'm alcoholic but I was drinking too heavily and for the wrong reasons. Thanks for your support.
I uhhh... Am not drunk. Yet. But I've had a couple. So my inhibitions are down. So I will say, I'm falling for someone. And I never expected it.
I am in the thin line between tipsy, stoned and rolling like I've moderated my usage and I'm sitting in this pleasant zone and I like it. A lot.
I took 2 mdma pills tonight. I just spaced them out. I drank glass water for every two drink, then smoked a doobie, dropped a pill. Had more water for an hour. Few more drinks, another d000bie, next pill 3hrs later and so I'm in this zone of just really happy but also it feels like I'm near sober as well. Like docile. Just a deer in headlights.
I got drunk last night. So not Am drunk, but was drunk. I got very silly with some of my most favorite people on the planet and it was very fun but today has not been
Two IPAs, a double IPA, a grapefruit IPA, an apple cider, and a pineapple cider. The ciders and grapefruit IPA are the wildcards. When I do a mix and match, I like to combine things I think I'll like with some zany beers. It's how I discover new stuff. Through doing this, I've discovered some sours I never thought I'd like.
I've had a grapefruit IPA before, I cant remember the brewery. It was good on a hot day I've discovered my love affair with saisons from the ol' mix and match 6 pack Plus they're great when you want to split a 6 pack with someone who has completely different taste in beer