the 80's dedicated to peanuts

I am actually thinking of using that time to focus on myself. I want to make some more jewelry. I have a sewing machine I could use. I want to do some stuff around the house. I want to bake cookies for my boys for when they come home from school. I know that sounds so Bev Cleaverish but at my boys age they would appreciate it. When they are 14-15 I doubt they will care. If they do they might not want me around to eat a cookie with them.

 

The next two years will prep me for the big all day no children days. THis year I will have one with me in the morning and then one with me in the afternoon. Then the following year I will have one with me in the morning and my afternoons to myself. Then I have all day by myself. I am sure I will be busy. If not it will only make me appreciate my children all the more when they come home after missing them all day.

 

before i got in trouble this year, me and my dad didnt say a word to eachother since last summer. and then the only reason he said anything then was to tell me how disappointed he was in me. and, before i moved here, i spent nearly all 5 years in new york living with another family. i really enjoy not living with my parents, but i dont feel that good when im with them.

 

Soul I feel bad for you. You shouldn't feel bad being near your parents. That isn't right. If you ever need someone to talk to you can pm me anytime. I think your great.

 

Its ok, its always been like this for as long as I can remember. And Blackie ive got a sister whos like a year younger than me or so im not sure and a 10 year old brother. Its almost 8 and i think thats when my dad gets up, so im gonna go to sleep or something now. Nice talking with all yall.


btw, thanks Peanuts I wish you were my mom too

 

Sleep well soul. Remember, anytime you want to chat I will be here for you.

Blackie, have a great day. I won't be on tomorrow morning because I am going to go spend a shopping day with my mom. I haven't done that in a long time.
I will talk to you soon though.