Tell me your problems.

just let me clear my throat.



ITS NOT A TUMOR

 

Yeah... I was just kidding but.... Chris, are you sleeping now?

 

When I was at the beach with Josh in Sept. the whole week prior I had slept no more then 3 hours per night and when we were down on the beach at night I was seriously tripping.... seeing all kinds of crazy shit... if you're not sleeping right that could be it... combine that with stress and there ya go.

 

not sleeping fucks you up

seriously though, chris we're all here for you


what if i have a tumor?
and it's disguising itself as a cold???

 

Organic growths are a major cause of hallucinations and schizophrenia.

And fitzy said it happened regardless of diet and sleeping patterns.

The reason hallucinations happen, is that your brain fires of synapses faster then it can process. When you're severly sleep deprived, your brain isn't able to process all the synapses at the same speed.

But being able to interact with hallucinations and it progressing worse, is a major sign he needs to talk to a freaking doctor.

 

I'm not trying to scare you fitz, but that is the kind of thing you really need to talk to a doctor about.

I reccomend having my baby for a cure.

 

fuck, really?
well ok, you seem to know all the answers today

 

I'm making like half of it up.

 

i'm well rested from break. i'm back on a better sleep schedule, getting atleast 7 straight hours. so i'm not tired from not sleeping. i'm exercising more, back in the pool, lifting, running...eating fairly well, can't be perfect because of a college food i eat, but its pretty good.

i was seeing a therapist on campus for a while...then just stopped. i really don't know why.

i had a MRI on me head - showed nothing abnormal.

 

Oh okay... oops... didn't read that... I often skim things that I read.... yeah, I agree that he should see a doctor, just in case...

 

Good. I'm glad.

I love ya Fitz!

 

My friend Mussa just said 'why's he running away with a gun' in Lingala and I responded in English! I didn't notice he was talking in Lingala till Blanche said, 'you understood him?'

I feel special.

 

special
like crazy

 

I have problems listening to people. I also have problems with awkward silences when meeting a stranger.


I want to listen to people but something makes me impatient. What is it?

I WANT TO BE A GOOD LISTENER! AND I WANT TO FEEL COMFORTABLE IN THE COMPANY OF OTHERS!

 

thanks spence

 

I have a fuzzy bum.

 

Glue wax paper to a chair, put hot wax on it, sit down naked and stand up quickly.

 

And by all means, YELL.

 

Almost my whole buddy list is online.

And incidentlly, my buddy list is almost completely composed of babes.

I didn't even forsee this.

 

yea, all the babes are on