God : Look what I've done! I've created man! Angel : You've fucked up a perfectly good monkey is what you did. Look at it, it's got anxiety.
Hey, I've been told things were said. Hmmm I don't particularly care about what most people think, I don't need to be liked by everyone. It's just that I don't really shy away from conflict on here, so I prefer it open and direct. And like I always say - I'm here, if you have anything to say, please do so. That being said, all that shit you posted in this thread was too personal and uncalled for, imo.
unless it comes from me, consider it bullshit. like I just said, I personally don't have any problem with you, except for the continued allusions to me talking behind your back. and that's just more annoying than anything else. as for personal and uncalled for - if someone asks, repeatedly for my opinion of them, after I've tried to end things and say 'you know, just have a good life' then they're going to get my opinion. If they're not grown up to take the answer, they shouldn't ask the question. And we can just call it my unpopular opinion that I happen to now dislike neo. I don't care. I hung out here because I felt like I was with like-minded folks who could take what they asked for. so, as for your opinion of it being 'too much' hey, fine - your opinion, you're entitled, just like neo's entitled to think I'm a complete jerk. If you guys wanna take a vote, pass the hat, whatever, to get me gone, we can do that too. or you guys can suck it up and accept that I'm not always going to be the cuddly teddy bear that most of you have this preconceived notion of me as. Sometimes, if pushed, I'm going to say something, and it's gonna be something people don't like. If someone asks me a question, they get an honest answer - that's part of MY moral framework, and I'm not going to compromise it for any of you. If y'all don't like it, hey, fine, wouldn't be the first time I left here because I wasn't wanted and because I pissed too many of the political power-players off. Just today, I stopped being tactful. Now I've got to defend myself.
hey - wouldn't be the first time I was 'asked to leave' because I pissed off too many of the wrong people. I'm used to it, especially around this place. so hardly an overreaction if it's happened before. as for the 'forum, not a war' comment - I feel like I'm about to have to start defending myself from everyone that wants to leap to neo's defense because the big bad bastard told her off. it's been stated that what I said was 'too much' ok. fine. by several people, more than once. ok fine. I laid out my reasoning for saying what I did, in precisely the tone and manner I did, and I'm still getting comments on it. It was between me, and her. and as far as I'm concerned, it's done. and yet, I'm still having to justify myself to someone who less than ten minutes ago was passive-aggressively accusing me of talking shit about her. So you tell me, piaf.. if it's a forum and not a war, why do I 'have' to defend myself because I have a night where I act out of character, but the rest of you lot piss on each other's shoes daily?
no, I'm just sick of the bs around here, and tonight, I couldn't deal with it anymore. I wish it was just the kilt. or being sober and wishing I had enough booze to not be. or just hating my life. or just not being able to get anything that makes me quit hurting, or any of a thousand other reasons I could give, but quite honestly, it's me. just me, being fed up with people talking shit, people acting like they're better than everyone else, and all the passive aggressive pissant sniping and backbiting that's going around. so I probably ought to leave, tbh. because either my temper's gonna get a lot shorter or the list of people I'm ignoring is about to get a lot longer, or both. if I don't manage to talk myself straight up some admin's nose and tell them to piss off.
she asked why I disliked her. I told her, in no uncertain terms. I might not 'like' her, but that doesn't mean that I'm going to disrespect her by giving her one iota less than the truth when she /asks/ for it. There is no 'ugly' or 'clean'. There is 'this offends me' and 'this doesn't' - like you said 'least they told you outright and to your face' or are you implying that I should have lied to her in an effort to spare her feelings when she would not have done the same to me? btw, this is what I mean by 'if this isn't a war, wtf am I having to justify myself to you?' Frankly, I'm tired of being pissed, but I'm not going to apologize, to you, or to her, for what was, in my (obviously unpopular) opinion, perfectly well deserved. So in a word, and as nicely as I can manage right now - butt out. It's not your business, and never was. Your insistence that I should feel some sort of shame for talking to a woman the same way I'd talk to a man is insulting. If someone wants my opinion of them, man or woman, I'll give it to them outright. and if they want to strike me for it, they can be assured that I'll strike back. Man or woman, I give zero fucks about someone's gender, and you can ask some of the guys on this board what I've had to say about them, to them. So that your'e sitting here on high and trying to shame me is frankly disgusting and arrogant. I do not answer to you, you're neither my mother, my girlfriend or my goddess. And if I'm not going to bend a knee to a god and accept their judgement of me, what in the hell makes you think /you're/ qualified to pass down some kind of comment on me? in a word - STFU, I didn't' ask for your opinion, and maybe that should be your clue that I don't particularly care about it. Maybe when I've got my head out of my ass, I might choose to apologize to her on my own, but you don't get a say in it. Keep your nose in your own business.