Should I dose again at all?

i didnt mean to lump everying and catigorize everything as hardcore,i just thought that anything higher then marjuanna is hardcore to me,and i woudnt do it,but who knows whats laced in what these days..all i know is ie ever gtten addicted to anything, but whatever! if you had all these drugs infront of me,i woudt beable to pick anything out,let along know the slangterms..etc...im kinda glad i havnt ever expieremented with hardcore drugs, and i never wanted too and that my family raised me good..i dont even drink..anyways i was teased like hell in public and elemtary school,i hardly had any freinds.(still dont).i TOTALLY could have gotten in trouble with the law al those years and been a juvinile , but i didnt! im glad were i am today, ANYHOO....lol thanks for tellng me the diff between all these drugs..lol i will make a note of it..

 

Good to hear your folks raised ya good. Most people grow up good.

 

To be honest, I think OP is schizophrenic.

 

who is OP again?.. im too lazy to go tthru the pages right now...lol

 

Everyone has there own view on drugs, but within the psych community (not just this one) there is a pretty general consensus as to what drugs are inherently addictive(mental or physical, "hardcore") thus shied away from. Of course there are some exceptions but for the most part psychedelics users are pretty decent people when compared to society as a whole. (If i offended anyone i apologize, just trying to paint a general picture)

Acid and mushrooms and hardly ever "laced", especially mushrooms, And acid can't be laced with anything considering the amount of something blotter paper can actually hold. Your more likely to get laced pot.

Its great you have never been addicted to anything and not wanting to experiment with other drugs is understandable considering all the misinformation that is continually thrown around as truths. However it seems a little judgemental on your part to say "i never wanted too and that my family raised me good..". This just sounds like your denouncing anyone that is more open minded in terms of drug use as a person that has no moral up bringing.

OP = Original Post/Poster, in this thread its the douche bag giving you a bad taste about psychs.

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hahaha ohhhh! THATS what OP means! cool ok...i'll keep that in mind...and im sorry,i admit around that part that your talking about i WAS kind getting sorta mean... its not that i was misinformed about anything.. i just int get into that crowd as in i never had any freinds or got invited anyways...im sorry!..im glad tho knowone has been that hard on me here atleast.... not yet...lol ok ok i gota say. maybe im just in a good mood or something tonight but.....everyone is alright..:2thumbsup:

 

btw tho..i dont think its open mindedness,there are alot of people who can get TRULY messed up on hard shit...lol ive met a guy.he told me he did cocaine occasionaly just to 'relaxe'' i refused to go out with him and it just TOTALLY turned me off,i KNOW people dont mean to do certain things when they are hopped up on things...and that generaly turns me off. and well plain creeps me out...i like when people are AWARE of what they do..lol when i was 14 i had a 27 yr old woman kiss me(my own fault tho)..lol i later found out she was on drugs and stuff...who knows what kind..but i figured she didnt mean to do what she did then...i had feelings for her too..and that TOTALLY made me depressed... well...i ended up drinking 5 monthfulls of vodka and ended up in the hospital...(my family freaked) i didnt intened to kill myself) i just was hoping to passout from the booze and hopefully forget about it the nextmoring....now it makes me wanna gag everytime i smell alchohol..my intorance to drinking is another story...that and the fact that i like to date older men and later i find out they have some kinda drinking problem...grrr...and my LAST bf had a drinking problem too!..drinking so much all the time he was stumbling right infront of me.

 

the mods should rename this thread to the raised good nerdette's questionable stories

 

Did you know that the most effective cure for alcoholism known to science is LSD? Alcohol is probably the worst drug in existence, worse than cocaine, heroin, meth . . . you shouldn't lump all psychoactive compounds into one group and then judge the whole group, that's like not being a fan of apples, and saying "fruits suck" when in reality Kiwi is your favorite food on earth but ya just haven't tried it yet, because you hate apples so much

 

LSD will make you fully aware of everything about yourself and surroundings.

But it is about being open minded, and thats why i said this -

Meaning basically most people who do psychedelics are not addicted to any "hardcore" drug be it alcohol, meth, heroin, crack, love boat, and whatever else. I have met and made some of my closest friends because of psychs, Really genuinely good people, which are hard to find among "sober" people that aren't jesus freaks.

Your being closed minded because your basing your opinion on psychs from the views of D.A.R.E. and the likes without taking time to find out what they are really about from people who know first hand.

 

No, I wasn't. You don't glorify the drugs like they're golden metaphysical shrines to the gods.

FreshD here is the consequences of spreading those ignoriant hippie philosophies.

Free loving hippies have real casulities too. All this psuedo-spritual idiolization just feeds fearful minds to the powerful right. And when people fall into addiction, many of these glorifiers seem to forget that they spent time posting to this kid earlier telling him about the beautiful magic of psychedelics.

Now when it gets over his head, it's suddenly all his fault?

No, I am not directing this to you pork, but these false-gurus share equal responcibility for the destruction of this poor feeble kids mind.

 

c a n ' t . . . r e p

 

the only person responsible for the inflow of information into and out of freshdacre's mind, and the way that he lives his life, is freshdacre.

 

No, dead wrong. Human beings interact with eachother. Those interactions have throughout history effected people. The pattern continues today.

No man is an island. I hate those little poetic psuedo-insightful catch phrases people throw about. They don't explain anything.

 

+rep

Yes, I am the one that wanted to unlock everything I could in my mind, I am the one to blame. It was just a freak incident, I am the one who decided to start trying these drugs, I am the one who loved L and boarding so much that I wanted to try them together, and ended up being the best experience.
Mabey I was partly influenced by people who knows right? Who cares anyways?
I am better now so why is this still a big deal?
Ok ok we all get it, I couldn't handle the mushrooms given the setting I was in, I crossed into the loopy side, all we have to learn from this is certain psyches aren't for everyone, sometimes we find out the hard way. mushies aren't for me unfortunately. I don't really care too much anyways because mushrooms always made me feel wayy more retarded than LSD ever has.

 

Of course. Set and setting are ultimately in the users hands, unless you are tied to a chair or something. If you fucked up the setting and cant see it, at least remove yourself when you get bad vibes.

 

Do you have any examples? I know what you are talking about, some do sound really cliche, but people would not use them if they werent true in one way or another. Maybe you are just marking them off as stupid without really thinking about them? By the way, no offense is meant by this post, sam.

 

"no man is an island" is kind of one of those catch phrases, no? but i think i know what you mean, sam

 

I know, i said it in responce to myself lol

 

RIght I was about to leave this kids house into the dark forest in two in the morning. I was struggling to even find reality. I didn't get any bad vives whatsoever from the come up, no warning, not one hint. I just suddenly took a hit of weed, and then I felt my body disappear before me, and darkness just mystically instantly surrounded my every thought. This is when I looked out into the gloom, and saw a horrifying face like a skull or something. The face said to me, (myname), you are dead. I was like no way, praying that I wasn't. (not literally praying I don't think lol) then beside me as I am in complete and total shock, Death is sitting in the chair across from me. I think this is when I started crying, but I remember hugging death right then, and still freaking out, death was like "Its ok man" "do you have any questions" I asked "Is God real? I think he said, yes god is real, and he actually likes you. This is when Death started to arrest me, and take me away.

I got into the house, and I thought I was in limbo or something, I started yelling and pacing around the house knocking things over going "I can't be dead, I can't be dead" "it can't be true".
Then time just stopped, I thought I was done in life. I was in hell, everything was like a weird time sequence, where I was trapped in, it was like impossible to move, then something else took control of my body, I could only watch what was happening. Its like I saw everything in a "fish-eyes view". Its like time would skip a few segments, and pause, It went from my friend going "you don't look so goo-to instantly freezing time into me on the ground and hearing yo what is the matter? I could feel my brain telling my body to do things, but the body had it's own agenda. During all of this chaos, I saw body parts deattatching, and floating for seconds when the time froze. It was like picture frame time. Then I remember my friend starting to act strange, everything around him was getting darker, and he was telling me straight up, "Everything about tonight wasn't a good time, we watched a horror movie, you didn't get along with us, everything was so depressing" then said "sorry" like someone was taking me away. I just kept saying "No, it wasn't like that at all, its not like that I kept begging him. Then I think I was like "cmon I love you bro" I think that was the point I started coming back.

The really weird as fuk thing that happened is in the morning, one of the kids said the thing about my arms coming off and floating, even before I said anything about that !!! I still wonder about that to this point in time. If that was my trip, how did he see what I saw??
Anyways yeah this was definately the most traumatizing thing to ever happen to me. Typing all of this gave me the heebiejeebies through the whole thing, and made me feel a bit sick. I wish I could forget it all, but I am sure its tattooed into my memory for good.