sensitive, intolerance, flashbacks?

Neodude I never said I gave up on my ideals. I've just learned that they have to be integrated into daily life.
I have despised the whole concept of money when God does provide what is needed, not what is wanted, but what is needed. I have felt that way since long before your arrival on this planet.
You don't create your own reality, otherwise thier would be no common ground for us to interact in. The only thing we create/control is how we interact and respond to the reality we all exist in.

I revealed my life situation to some degree, may I ask you a couple of questions?
Do you live with your parents ?
Are you attending college ?
Do you have any one else that depends on you for thier daily survival ?
Who pays for the food you eat ?

I know I come across as an ass at times, but I tend towards the old 2x4 between the eyes method of stirring someone up.
Bottom line I haven't heard anything from you or Desos, (you both seem to ascribe to the same general belief system, I may be mistaken), that indicates to me that you truelly "get it". What I do hear our juicy little sound bites from whatever guru or Buddha, or Hindu scriptures that you guys have read recently and claim as your own. Come on and go off the grid and express yourself in your own words based on your experience.

I haven't always felt like this. I was very very much like you when I was younger.
Always question your own beliefs. Consider everything, even if it makes you uncomfortable and is contrary to what you want to be true.

 

Yea. I'm not knocking a 'false sense of security' - yes it is comforting to have, but it is not comfortable to realize that there is not much backing it up, or knowing that it could be removed from you entirely at any moment.

I see it like a bulletproof vest; it feels comforting to have it, and it increases your chances of surviving. But feeling completely or marginally secure with it can be misleading and distracting from what is really important to you, this being what you are 'secure' about. This is because you and your abilities are ultimately what you will rely on to achieve your goal. The vest helps, but if you want to survive you will have to handle yourself accordingly.
This is what gives me a sense of security - knowing that I can handle situations and adapt to conditions to reach a goal that is important to me. In other words, knowing that you have the ability to do something meaningful to you is what really gives you a true and filling sense of security. The vest is nice, but it is only a small part of what can be done, and seeing it as the whole package can be detrimental rather than benificial.

 

Why would living it exclude having a home?
I merely said that whatever I need will be provided for me without me having to go through the stress inducing and illusory states of "worrying" about consciously finding those needs.
This phenomenon has been personally observed in my life countless times, always through some sort of synchronicity or grace.

 

Certainly.

One of them.

No.

Not directly.

I do.

I've never attempted to pass off a second hand belief or phrase as my personal creativity or experience. All of my beliefs come from direct perception, nothing less. I gave up trying to formulate an explanation or an attempt at understanding based on other people's experiences long ago, because it never works.

I agree, you should always question something you believe to be true, but what good is questioning something that you already know to be true? And I do not use that word lightly

 

even that most people are stupid fucking animals that should be wiped from the face of the earth ??

 

I'm sorry, but this is not a view that I share, so I cannot view it as an extension of my original chain of thought.

Why do you believe people are stupid fucking animals, and that they should be wiped from the face of the earth?

 

it took you rediculous amounts of lsd to come to that conclusion? i figured that out years ago hotshot

 

A single acid trip gave me the realization of how stupid all religions are, thats all that i can express right now lol

 

u know men are the hunter, woman are the gatherer. the better job/courier a man gets then the better hunter he is, and woman see that instictivly as a better mate to support her children...
it all goes back to basics.

but yeah i want money, i want to have a nice house.

 

yeah thats one thing lsd has made me very certain of, how stupid religion is.

and it goes to show stupid amounts of lsd dont come with any real benefits...
i smoked weed the first time in over 6 months on the weekend, i was drunk too, but my shirt was rippling and today i feel mental still. my head feels like its floating around. and things arent as centered. its fun now and then. but meh

i went from constantly thinking about lsd 24/7, to thinkin about woman and sex and gettin big. and thinkin about lsd and reality only takes u so far, there is no conclusion, only boudless questions. u have to break up with her somtime or another, or she will drive u mental.

 

I like breaking up slow