I'm not sure. Like I said, I have this horrible issue with perfectionism, and therefore it leads to this great dissatisfaction with myself at all times. Anything I do, it's never good enough for ME, because I'm too hard on myself.
take up a new hobby or devote your time to something because if you're really busy, then you won't be worried about what others think. I think that most people are ignorant about what a woman should look like. I believe a real woman is shown in her natural form. if people don't like the way you look, then fuck them and they are not worth your time. BTW, you have nothing to worry about because from the picture in your signature you are a pretty lady! Never let people bring you down! It's your life, not their life. A lot of females who devote all their time to making themselves "pretty" lack education because they are so tied up on what Babylon believes to be beauty. You can barely hold a intelligent conversation with them. I'm not saying that all females are like this, but a lot are. Intelligence will get you somewhere, beauty won't always do this. I hope you're feeling better. I'm glad that you are overcoming your ED. You should be proud about that.
i'm the exact same way to a T. and when i think it's getting better, it's not. What's ironic?? I've spent way too many times in my day comparing myself to you, OJ.