self conciousness

Gandhi too!

 

i was a skinny kid, never fat until high school
and even then it was stoner chubby
but yes one can never be thin enough


and also, it might be the natural blond that i'm allowing to grow out....

 

and Buddha!

 

Maybe your Aryan blood is just too pure to be true.

 

Jessie, come to the anti-Bush protest in TO on Friday.

Bring your old shoes. There's going to be shoe-tossing event. We can run around hitting on unsuspecting men and get a good workout.

 

i think that's it

i was just wearing a really tight and revealing shirt and my brother told me "yeah it looks ok, but it could look better"
implying that i was fat, but he just thinks it's gross when i wear slutty clothes so he insults me
i ended up wearing it anyways

 

that just sounds absurd so yeah i suppose i'm down

 

it's the age. my brother used to always tell me how fat my thighs look. Now he'll be like Laura you are so good looking, so am I, let's stare in the mirror for a while and not speak. It's much better than hearing about how I need to lay off the cocoa puffs.

 

He'd tap it.

 

that's highly disturbing.

 

To you maybe.

 

brothers can be assholes when they're kids. i know i was. i used to call my sister all sorts of names and "fat" was one of my favorites when i was a kid. now it's all in the past and we're close as ever. i don't complement her looks as that'd be a little weird to me, but i'm nice rather than cruel to her anymore.

 

my brother is a conceited prettyboy so we like to be vain together.

he used to tell me how I was fat and couldn't sing. he also tried to murder me sometimes.

 

Hostility is a great mask for desire.

I like where this is going.

 

think, if he'd tried harder you could have got him on self defense and sing blues about how you had to kill your own flesh and blood, you'd already be famous.

 

umm....

 

i'm sure we'll get like that one day, he stares in the mirror all the time and he's pretty heinous to the eye
i too stare at the mirror all the time...well i can't say anything cause prax is a whiny little bitch

 

I really want to eat the olives in your sig, Jessie.

 

Ditto.

 

omg it's like a long lost brother and sister!
cause srsly that's what happened to me!