im growing and changing so much this summer, its ridiculous. its a strange new feeling...im actually IN love. not just thinking i am and finding any doubt at all, or thinking it is just a crush. when i think i love her with all my heart, it just grows more passionate and radiant. my love for her is growing everyday. its disgusting how intense it is...but its truly beautiful. like no one else in the world matters in the slightest, cause we know each other, and we are alike far more then we realize. i really dont want summer to end, and its almost august...at least im having the time of my life, and dont care what happens next. sometimes you just have to live in the now and not care whats up ahead. god...if only the night could last forever
thats so beautiful, paul. it really is the most amazing feeling ever. it really can be too intense, but i love it. gives so much inspiration too.
aww i'm so glad for you paulywog i dont want this summer to end either because then i have to go to school and i wont get to see paul that often! plus i feel like i havent done shit this summer..lol i need to read three damn books..
so my mom is definitely lettin me stay at pauls she let me stay the night he moved in, and i tried my luck two nights ago and she let me stay then and last night ! and next weekend she's going out of town and basically said that i was gonna stay at pauls this is great ahaha
All this talk of "summer" is confusing me. We're not having a summer, we're having torrential rain instead But on the plus side in nine weeks left of work before I go away for 3 monthes, so my summer starts in October.......
