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No i dont want it cause of eminem...but it did make me think the other day...

I feel crazy because i have been and still am in a challenge of my faith and my ways in life...After dealing with much mental pain and searching for answers for years....the last one is...well its another spiritual step...its...their is only a few more pieces i need in this puzzle ive been working on for several years will be finished then i can start something new....

but these last few pieces in the puzzle have been very very hard to overcome, just as hard as the day i quit cold turkey...lots of sadness..

i dont know....but what i do feel

is that their are too many times in the day where i feel, anger, sad, frustraded, depresssed and i need something in that very second of that moment in living that i can grab onto to remind me of many things...and that is why i need this necklace. seeing eminem with his was just another reminder...

 

im not a follower

i do my own thing

i have always walked into the tunnel alone instead of waiting for a group of people to hold hands so they dont get lost in the darkness...i just go in alone...fuck it why not? you were born into this world alone, so walk alone...and yes, it will make death easier,,,because you will also be alone..

 

Your Posts Are Becoming Increasingly Disturbing....



Cheers Glen.

 

5.1 earthquake in north korea? oh, no, its just a nuke being tested.

i wonder if hes going to try and 'get us' for his pappy, or his grandpappy's birthday.

 

miss me

 

Sorry glen....but im just telling it how it is..

Its easier for me to tell hipforumers than paying for a psychologist...cause i can't afford that..and i already tried it for 6 months and it didn't do a whole lot..

just something to check off on my list so that i can move on to find the answer to love and peace...

 

Goofy tonight your avatar makes me wanna listen to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BIREoy7BViA"]Juvenile - Back That Azz Up [ UNCENSORED ] - YouTube

 

most people do no like thats song...lol

oh well

its hood for sure

 

youz a fine motha fucka wont chu back that ass up

 

all the girls names he mentions in this song i really like

hehe

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uVL0vxV-HAE"]Petey Pablo - Freek A Leek Dirty w lyrics - YouTube

 

good morning ....class will begin when everyone takes their seats

ortus...please move up to the front desk and put your phone away