Thank God this day (9/11) is over in four hours here (EST)- because now there is almost no chance....even if I went into labor and/or water broke now that the baby would be born today. Really didn't want her bday to be 9/11.
Nah man.... think about it... She'd have to hear about 9/11 all the time, every year, on her birthday. It would just... be a shadow on her bday every year.
Woah! What a trip evening I had....baby is adorable....pumpkin pie.....apple cheeks. She has my heart.......I love her......a lawyer was at the meeting, too.....and one wife that won't budge on her greedy stance, armed crossed, brick wall......kept saying....we don't want to look like the bad guys here....I replied...well, you kind of do. I also said....2 different ways of looking at something....from monetary gain or from family and love....2 different pages....and no one is right or wrong, just different......and boy, did I get the cold shoulder from her at the end when I tried to graciously to say bye to her and that I hope it works out for everyone.......and she slumped me off....and I finally had to say...."Good bye, Diane...."....a couple of times, and I meant that as a real good bye. I clearly am on the daughter's side and her husband to have the house. I am not looking for a third of what it is worth, and either is Stan......so one brother's family loves me......the one wife hates me and the other brother is just between a rock and a hard place....a real shitty place to be...so I felt sorry for him ...I fought for what I thought was right in a fair way, not trying to make anyone in the wrong.......so that is all I could do....and now, they will sleep on it, but I don't think she is budging.... Girl who is supposed to get ths house was in tears.....for the cracking of a family over this......They are the logical people to have the house, period......as they do not have one of their own, and they will love the house, fix it up and put the work into it..... Hell, this is only my family by associatation, really, and I fought the hardest for what makes the most sense for love and family, and not money..,....... Could only think of this song driving home to describe the evening..... I miss Mew, too.....so very sad home tonight.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0HYiaYyfp8Q
soooooooooooooo.....sitting here feeing a bit sad tonight. Did not mean to say you kind of are being the bad guys to Diane, but she had said she did not want to look like the bad guys at least 4 times before I lost my patience and said that. Sharon is crying all night....the brother's daughter Stan said could have the house ...and the 3 brothers all shook on that, before any wives were told.....I said she would be the one to live there 2 years ago already...... knowing Stan's mom was not going to live forever...Stan's parents never wanted the house to be sold. They wanted it to be kept in the family......Sharon and her husband,June, love the house, loved Lillian, Sharon's grandmother....and are the perfect fit...The house needs a lot of work...I would say 100 k at the least.... before I would live in it.....and Sharon's husband has family members that do flooring, carpentry and electrical work......etc.....Taxes are not cheap....Sharon and June are inheriting a big bill......yearly.........and a head ache. House needs lots of work...... soooooooo....Sharon is crying and I am the one hugging and comforting her, and Diane is just sitting there smugly...claiming she loves Sharon......so walk the walk.....that is when I lost my patience with her. It is not like the brothers did not get anything else to be happy and grateful for. Sharon is a lovely person. You would all love her, and June is a Prince of a man....They do not have much, but they have a big heart.......Sharon makes a lot of sense........I asked Diane, so how much would it take to make you happy....I got no answer. Sharon will have to mortgage then to pay her....I just wanted to know what Sharon is looking at......She does not have much..... I feel badly.... did not want to alienate Diane....but she kept saying that if the roles were reversed, what would they do? She also has two grown kids....her duaghter is doing well and married and living in LI ....and owning a gym business with her husband, and their son is still lviing at home at age 30.....as he is a free spirit musician and could not make the taxes for the house alone every year on his waitering jobs, and he does not want to live there anyway. There will be another meeting, when whatever is decided...with the lawyer, who is Stan's friend, and came as a friend to Stan...is on the baseball team.....and has been handling this situation all along....and I hope to make peace with Diane then....I understand her feelings, too....really, , I do....
Look at baby sweet cheeks I met tonight. She is on Sharon's lap here...isn't she the cutest-sweetest? ......She kept smilng at me. She knows..... Oh, yeah.... I will play an important part in this one's life.... She is Mike's daughter....Sharon's brother's daughter. Sharon and and June have a 12 year old daughter now, too. She is very beautiful. She could be a model, but she is interested in basketball.......that one...... She was there, too....
Dammit...am I ever gonna sleep again? lol I am too riled up.......Said good bye to Mew, my friend last night or last am rather....dealt with alot of egos tonight.......and am ready to just be happy......cannot sleep....never wanted to go to sleep as a child, either.......too much living to do.....sleep is for when I am dead.......not to be funny....but true.
Thank goodness, we have forums as our large black board to work things out on,eh?...or try to work things out on anyway....i FIND IT MORE FUL FILLING THAN JUST WRITING IN MY NOTEBOOKS,, AS YOU ALWAYS get some feedback, and if not, tht is something to think about also....so no feedback is something, also....... sorry about the cap lock....
I feel like i just turned on the tv to "one life to live" and there are all these storylines and plots and this stuff has been going on for years and i have only seen a few episodes so i dont know anybody or their personality. I miss knotts landing
i just trimmed my beard i tried out the hitler mustache. it looks horrible. i have grey hairs on the left side so it looks like its crooked but its perfectly staight. also my facial hair is just too bushy to pull off that look. i can do a great 70s bad porno stache though.
That is a lot of drama. Geez.... I can't deal with shit like that and luckily don't have people around me that subject me to bs like that.
I am in so much freaking pain right now. I could just cry. It's not even anything but the baby moving... like jabbing me in the ribs with her feet... sticking her toes sharply in between them- HARD- hurts child, geez.
Moon, the posts are so long...my ADD. I don't know what your saying, but if it makes you feel better, then write it.