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That's fucked. I'm sorry to hear that.
Suicide remains my biggest fear.
Which is kinda paradoxical if you think about it.

 

I didn't know him...all I knew was that he's a total prick and him and his sister have attempted suicide a bunch of times. Just last month he was arrested in FL for getting a gun illegally and trying to kill himself in a hotel.

Suicide seems to be a fear of mine, too...not so much the suicide part, but the feeling of losing control and no longer having strength.

 

Yeah. I've never wanted to kill myself, ever. But I HAVE felt so shitty as to tell myself ''man, if I'm only 25 (or whatever age I was at the time) and I already feel this terrible, how the hell am I going to live for another 60 years?''

 

i wanna die by misadventure..

 

As long as it's not by miscarriage

 

I have suicidal dreams all the time.. And suicidal awake thoughts too. I think its common to have those on prison planet..

 

At one point in time when I was 19, I made up my mind to commit suicide. I changed my mind shortly afterward, and now I'm 40 years older - and have had thoughts of suicide lots and lots more times.

Without stopping to think about it, I can count four people I've known personally who have committed suicide.

 

i know more people that attempted suicide then people that have actually gone through with it.

 

WEll...I guess we all think about it then

 

sometimes I wonder if my sig pic is too ''loud'' with all the colors and stuff...

is it too much?

 

Its raining...

 

I attempted it when I was on drugs in high school. Was never successful since someone always seemed to come to my house at the most inopportune times. Must be an omen that you people in this world are meant to suffer with my presence!

Mwahahahahaha!

 

last time I tired to kill myself, I broke a 4x4 piece of lumber with the cords wrapped around it. There is no fucking way it should of broke. Ive hung on it 100s of times. many other rafters Ive hung on. that particular one, broke under the act of GOD.. It wasnt my time to go yet..

 

I love to dance in the rain I feel god is in the rain

 

damn O.
Dont be trying that shit again!

 

Shiv, I think your sig picture is awesome. Don't change it...or I'll hurt you, maybe.

If I die, I'm gunna go out like a true hero...choke on peanut butter or something really great.

 

Mmmmmm 74

 

I'm guessing the guy in the middle is 73 any way his dick looks small but damn those are some sexy ass legs I love a strong legged man too bad about the dick

 

We got some rain this morning and will likely get some later as well. First time in a long time.

 

What's Ohio like ?