thanks..... im better then i was a year ago. seriously. im just sooooo addicted to benzos.... im going to my fam. doctor hopefully tomorrow for a plan to wean me off for good and then if in two days i havent made a lot of progress, maybe ill go to rehab.
I'm glad you say you're going to do this hun. Its the best thing you could do. But you need to actually do this. I remember reading last week that in three days if you didn't stop you would go to rehab. I feel it would be irresponsible of me not to voice my grave concerns over your addiction. Your a good woman with a lot of potential. It would be a horrible shame to throw that all away.
Yes, because it's quite the stretch to hear an addict say they are going to take control of the problem with an *if*....again and again. Naiveness is bad position to be in. It just screams enabler.
shush. im going to the doctor TOMORROW for a plan to wean off benzos.... if in two days im not doing better, i have promised everyone i know i will go to rehab. and thanks amanda.
i know it does. its already better. today is really the first day ive made any attempt at anything. i checked on a job, (which i lost because of using) i loved working there. i think they are gonna hire me back the 26th. i got off my ass and the exercised and cut part of the yard and watched the babies for my daughter. yeah, it is getting a lot bertter. thanks hillbilly, you old ass hole!