i feel he's on already on the way towards accomplishing that, but he will have to ween off and eventually stop using the medication he's been prescribed, to truly advance past this.
I only needed 1 kundalini when I had some problems, but i'm much more enlightened than cherokeemist so it makes sense. :coffee:
*has to not nitpicky at all are we? nevermind the fact that i'm sure you knew exactly what i meant. i detect a "chip".
thanks everyone for your heartfelt comments... well, most of you at least greenspectral, all i have to say is: not eating, not sleeping, total isolation, nonsense... yeah, that's real healthy
if you feel it was a destructive pattern cherokee, then why not... change course? free will remains brother.
and now you're able to view that perceptive divide from an objective place? thus it has become compartmental, a blip in your awareness? perhaps now the worth of the state you were entrained in, has become academic... a teaching tool if you will? maybe further down the road you look back and say, "gee that was so silly of me!"
Everybody experiences this, and everybody also experiences not being ready for this yet, because they are still in too deep. You're trying to give the answer to somebody who is still bleeding from the question. The answer is important, but it can wait. For now there is blood loss to deal with.
There you are man. Yeah, welcome back. Glad I can greet you. For any doubts planted about meds, there've been far, far more lives improved or even saved by Symbyax, Seroquel, etc. than have been harmed in any way. As you know, with 12 days in, this is serious stuff, and the meds aren't light-weight either. Glad you got to a good balance so quickly. But be careful brother, some drugs have side effects like arrogance and judgmentalism! Yikes!
Glad to hear your feeling better, try hard to maintain a healthy lifestyle from here on out! do you plan to stop using psychedelics?
i did that whole circuit a number of years ago myself. hospital, meds, diagnosed deppressed with psychotic features. i can feel where your coming from, my best advice is to not take everything the doctors are telling you too seriously, and develop a helpless attitude. you are completely capable of pulling yourself upright and healing yourself. while your doing that work, dont let anyone elses ideas or projections take that power away from you. lovin you, wishin you the best. from what i know of you from your posts, you dont seem like the kind of person who is capable of sustaining rock bottom for long.