Psychedelic Bump

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2RcRf34PiA"]YouTube- The Interrupter-11/13/08

 

lol classic post orison.

bump for peace and love.

 

i don't like getting "fucked up". i agree, it is an alright combo, beings i said i barely do it but i do enjoy it when i do, but i would not ruin the mdma every time with it. i know how it feels with, i know how it feels without. i has feelings that was no attack but who am eye.



anyways bump for the last hit of shiva ladies and 2ci on thursday

 

^nice on the shivas.

The 'you' was directed more towards Sam stoned. I had previous experience with coke+ alcohol before trying this combo and I found that to be much more of a directed and better high. Maybe had I tried this first I would have enjoyed it more and Not everyone has access to or enjoys coke for that matter. the mdma+ alcohol is not something I would waste pure molly on, especially my first roll. I've only done the combination a few times so perhaps a certain mood or setting would make me feel different, but I don't really care to explore it further.

 

60mg 4acodmt at bisco.. i was sent to a very dark place and ended up in fetal position inside my tent all night.

 

I miss conan.. Anyone know if hes back on yet? ..

 

Learning opportunity or just scary as hell?

 

not so scary, but it certainly made me think about suicide and thorazine. it showed me a lot of things in the worst possible way

 

That is a total overdose man. I would be terrified of doing that in my room with a trip sitter, much less at a music fest :\

This one is "teacher". You should write a TR and help spread knowledge about this one and it's power. "Terrifying" is a good word for some of it's moments, it is just unflinchingly direct into your soul's soul.

 

i like conan.. he's coming back in the fall

 

damn that probably would have killed me
you have to be brave as fuck to do something like that

 

how was camp this year? and yeah a TR would be intersting if there is anything to articulate.
EDIT: camp bisco is this weekend...are you already back?


this is a belated bump for all good last weekend...HOLY FUCK, built me a drug collection and did some experimenting!

BUMP for some badass opium smelling like nag champa, my first ever experiences with K (good stuff, haven't k-holed yet, but i think i have enough left to do so ) some fantastic molly some of you may have tried , deemsters, but only a small hit (but i have more work with!), and how could i forget some lucy

twas a beautiful weekend for music and exploration

 

Ate an eighth of shrooms tonight. Good god i've never put my mind into so much stress. Right now im laying in bed in total shock of the thoughts that have been going through my mind for the past few hours. Ive never felt such paranoia. And my friend thought it would be funny to text me 'dude theres cops outside your house'

i have no absolutely no idea what has truely happened in the past four hours and my mnd has gone throught such hell. I can just thank god that i am in my bed right now and that none of the horrible things ive thought up in the past few hours have happened.

 

Yeah i ended up leaving saturday afternoon where as most people would leave on sunday. During the 4aco trip (thursday night) i told myself not to spend anymore cash on drugs and i was worn out and not in the mood to continue dancing any further by the time i went home. i was left with a really weak state of mind and found myself breaking down into tears at random the morning after the nightmare but eventually i collected myself and had a blast that night.

i came to the event with 2 people whom i didnt know very well and i was already feeling bummed before i ate the 60mg.. in hindsight, i dont understand why i thought that would be a good idea. i was walking with a group of kids and i began feeling the effects come up rather quickly and i went inside myself not saying very much to anyone. i kept trying to lay down but the group insisted that i follow them and have a good time.. soon i felt flat out exhausted and was ready for sleep, that was about an hour in. i walked back to our tent with my original party of 2 and smoked a joint with them before they went off to the crowds. i felt relieved that they had left and i was finally able to relax and lay down, the effects were quite strong by this time. i dont remember what, but something suddenly sucked me into sadness until i was in a full blown state of despair, thinking over all sorts of extremely exaggerated issues and worries. i was convinced that i was done for, and there was no real escape. i laid in the tent looking at a blanket stretch and multiply endlessly onward. i was so deep in my own head space that this was the first thing i actually saw or noticed since the 2 left, and it reminded me that there was no hope. thoughts of suicide were quite common by now and here and there i thought about looking for a medical tent and asking for thorazine. the night seemed to last forever in that hell as i was curled into fetal position crying, but by the time the sun started coming up, i couldnt believe it was already over and it felt like 10 minutes had passed.

if i planned the trip out a lot more carefully and prepared myself i feel as if i would have had a more positive outcome..bad move.

 

Well that sounds shitty for both of you. I've had difficult moments while tripping, but never a bad trip. Hope things play out better next time.

 

bump for 2c-t-2 last night, 30mg up the nose, and 20 more about an hour or two later, nice stuff, very intense. one of my new favorites, the trails it creates are amazing

 

Ive came down a bit more and this definitely was the most fucked up trip i've ever had. I was at my friends grad party earlier and i had just eaten the shrooms before i arrived and he whole time i was there i thought i was completely sober and that the shrooms would kick in a while later but now i realize that the whole time i was there, i was tripping super hard and was just in some fucked up state of mind.

Later i got back home and was just tripping really uncomfortably and completely undecisive and after a while i ended up turning everything off and just tried going to sleep. And after laying for some time i reached the peak of the trip and at the same time my brother came home with a few friends over and my bedroom is in the basement right next to where they were all hanging out. And for the next few hours i was in my room being completely insane and doing a bunch of weird things and with my friend texting methat cops are in my driveway as a joke, my mind was in fucking hell. The most stressed and paranoid ive ever been. I thought cops were at my house, my brother and friends were talking all about me doing shrooms, and that my parents came home from our cabin and were freaking out upstairs cuz im tripping on shrooms. So after about three hours of this tripping in my bedroom with no lights on, i start to come down a little bit and start realizing all that crap was just inside my head and was so damn relieved


And i should also mention as soon as i ate the shrooms, we had the worst storm so far this year. Pouring rain extremely hard, lighting all over, thunder, tornado sirens going off, and there was that green tint outside and i guess my power shut off but i didnt even know.

 

bump for ~25 mg 4-aco-dmt, orally about 25 minutes ago

edit: an hour and 40 mins after dosing - it's surprisingly mellow. just a bit of a head change and a body load that sometimes gives way to a bit of a body high.

time to vaporize some weed and head outside on my bike - maybe to the cemetery

 

I never said I had to mix them, and in fact I've only done it once.

 

A somewhat desperate bump for the powder that collects round my scale, lined up and insufflated. Likely a fair bit of MDPV with remnants of 2c-i/e and mephedrone that totaled around 15-19mg. Needless to say I'm feeling fantastic.