Psychedelic Bump XXIII

I fucked up my cacti .. the last I had I laid long ways under soil and it spouted 7 across, wasnt paying attention and killed it.

 

Thats weird.
I find that once you get past the first 6 months, they are pretty much unkillable. you must haved stopped paying attention for a long long time lol

 

atta boy!

 

got hidden behind some greens ..

 

yeah thanks for aLl the helpfula dvice dude! :sunny:

 

Bump for foxy

 

foxy...wasn't that one of the first RCs to hit the scene big? before i was ever a part of it...

 

I like both foxy and moxy personally. Definitely been around a long time.

 

a few days ago I sold my soul to the devil so my dieing nephew can live.
seems to be working. she's getting better, Im getting sick. fuckin pneumonia got ne. Maybe a hit of dmt will remove the gunk from my lungs. I'm on 70 mg diclofenac for the pain, and for the high temperature. combo coming up. I hope there is no bad interaction.

 

just a small bump for dmt. I think it worked.I have become one with the coughing!

but I did not trip. Thank god. I know the elves love me but I only need medical properties. the diclofenac effected the trip greatly and numbed it. like it numbed me.

 

1000 th post. Merry Xmas everybody!!

 

Got some LSZ sittin in a drawer, waiting for a good day to take it.

 

Bump for 250 mgs MDMA + rave

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kqPSEcs9arE&feature=youtube_gdata_player"]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kqPSEcs9arE&feature=youtube_gdata_player

 

Late 90's.

Are you serious? Like a legit ceremony where you contact something?

 

You lucky duck! I've been wanting to try that for about 4 years now. I'm definitely a fan of Moxy, it's one of the things I make sure I always keep around

 

no real ceremony. I was on E and my sis called me up telling me her new born is dieing.

I just looked into the mirror and started chanting shit. It was very strange, I was in deep trance. I don't remember much.

tho I got a feelin this shit didn't actually work. the meds are helping and not the devil. but it was worth a shot. thats all I could do.

 

Bump for 150mics of LSZ plus about 5mg of MXE

 

Yesterday was the hardest I've tripped on MDMA in a long time, some amazing visuals particularly off the light shows however the emotional aspect was rough and an emotional roller coaster.

Some of the light shows people gave me were absolutely breathtaking. Those lights are generally regarded as 'toys' but it's incredible how much self expression some people can put into their light shows and it seems some of them are really good at picking up feedback from the person they are giving the light show to and tailoring it to their specific persona. The most amazing light show was the lights came off to look like a strand of DNA which oscillated to like music frequncy type bands and then morphed into a internet loading bar, then he brought the lights close to my face so somehow it seemed as if my eyes were projecting the lights and slowly pulled it back so the lights looked like they took up a wider circumference and my eyes still felt connected to it and then the circles morphed into what appeared to be wormholes or something, absolutely stellar!

Another light show given to me was not as spacey however it was very impressive as well. I didn't really hallucinate off the lights as much with this show but he was really good at varying the tempo and colors of the lights. I felt really floaty and mind in the sky at one minute, the next I got a comfortable feeling of vertigo and then he slowed them down to where it almost felt as if the lights were softly caressing my mind. I'll go into more of a chronology of the night from here but just wanted to pay respect to those amazing light shows!

The MDMA came on really strong and I was slightly apprehensive for a good 20 mins or so. I went to a concession stand and one of the girls there made my apprehension dissipate really quickly as she was very welcoming and even said 'you look hot' in a flirty but earnest way. I went into the bar area next and talked to a couple guys who were very welcoming and had very good energy. I ran into this woman who was clearly drunk but she was funny and amusing about it at the same time kind of trying to playing it off that she was not clearly intoxicated. She wanted to roll so I gave her an unweighed dose of 5-mapb, erring on the side of caution and making it pretty light, as I have not even taken that stuff myself and she seemed in a good place already. Night started out with meeting and connecting with some good people.

After that I listened and danced to some music for a bit, played a lot of electro, house, some hardcore, some trap and there was even a dubstep dj who I thought was pretty good. There was this guy to the side of the dubstep DJ sporting a tophat with an alien on it, he had dreads and was decked out in kandi on his arms and like a yoshi or some Mario character kandi necklace, chain smoking from one of those e cigs things I think but I found his whole persona pretty amusing. I met up with the woman I dosed again and talked with her for a bit. She said she hadn't rolled in 12 years and was asking me the whole deal why it changed from Ecstasy to Molly and particulars about the stuff that I dosed her with. She then got pretty horny and asked me if I wanted to 'cut some rug later tonight' :rofl: which I didn't object to but she was also with a friend who was rolling for the first time, so I didn't give an emphatic answer cause I kind of had a feeling her friend would likely request her attention. She did give me a head and ear massage though which was great. I actually talked to her friend for a bit too and that's when things started unwinding for me emotionally and I seem to not be able to shrug things off or view them with as much optimism when I'm rolling like I used to. Her friend seemed kind of condescending and said 'you looked scared' because my eyes get really dilated and 'roll' when I roll. I could clearly tell she was on a lot lower dose then me but she kind of excused herself for being that frank about it and told me to remember it was her first time rolling. I made some other suggestions for her to enjoy her roll but she seemed to still have her guard up.

After I parted way with those ladies, I happen to spot a girl who I have mentioned in a previous MDMA trip report who I went to school with, was attracted to and haven't seen in a couple years and now she happens to be all decked out in kandi and wearing skimpy ass 'shorts' and all that which was not her before but I don't think she had rolled up into that point. It's like she made just enough eye contact to get my attention but then I went up to talk to her and she straight up ignored me. (I went back over to the concession stand after this and talked to the girl at the concession stand again and she made me feel a bit better) Later towards the end of the night when the lights came on to the last song I saw the girl I knew again and again she was doing that attention call thing and I just flipped her off and she nods at me and kisses the nearest guy next to her.. Pure Evil!

An interesting night, that venue is absolutely amazing. The MDMA was amazing and sorry for making this report a bit drama-fied but perhaps it expresses some of the experience better." Yesterday was the hardest I've tripped on MDMA in a long time, some amazing visuals particularly off the light shows however the emotional aspect was rough the latter half of the evening.

 

That's heartfelt stuff man, I wish you and your family good vibes!

 

Yeah maybe the meds. I don't think you can "sell" your soul but you can invite things into this world that can be hostile. There is a way you can share your body with them but you have to be willing.

Glad you had a good trip.

Some women are just trouble. They enjoy being a bitchy tease way too much. Vibes:cheers2: You will find one worth your time eventually.