Psychedelic Bump XV

Bump for finding my bubbler! My meeting with Lucy and Dimitri is imminent.

 

Hell yeah GB!

 

2C-E... wow.

I've never experienced oneness like this before. It's actually scary. I looked at others as a part of me because I was a part of everything. I felt like what they were saying was only meant to distract me from the fact that we (existence) are "god." I felt that I had to lie to myself and distract myself in order to keep existing.

Would I have died if I would have went further or is this 2C-E's version of self dissolution?

 

Thats sorta how it works, isn't it? :sunny:

Nah.

Good vibes to you.

 

It's hard to explain. This was much different than anything I have ever experienced. It seemed to trump other experiences and make them seem like they were part of an illusion. I felt as if I could achieve moksha and leave this universe and any thought of it behind (I know that doesn't seem to sound too different).

It was not like I was realizing how insignificant I was and was pained by it all. I actually feared that I would reach some plateau and, from my point of view, dissolve into the energy of the universe. I felt that to others, it would just seem like I died from a drug induced aneurysm.

 

^2ce is wonderful!

Glad you had a great experience CoolRunnings...i have had many fantastic experiences with 2C-E. :sunny:

 

Same here. It's far more profound than it's given credit for.

 

What is your 2ce dose Cool Runnings?

 

yes. i took 25 mg and rode my bike to the cemetery during the summer. it was a really fun day, but minimal as far as the trip. i maybe got some brightened colors, but the most noticeable effect was a slightly more analytical mind about life and death and time.

maybe with mdma i am. i don't really understand how it would be chemical specific though. if anything i'd say i'm sensitive to 2ce. or maybe you trip like i do from 15 mg, but 60 mg is so much stronger that you don't consider 15 mg to give a trip?

i'm trying to remember what i did the day i took mdma. mostly hung out with my lady, and then we went to my buddy's apt. i did have a slight increased connection with my fiance, and was a bit more empathetic. light body buzz. i'm sure i wrote a report on here somewhere...but maybe in a bump thread.

i think that is 2ce's version of self dissolution. on one of my early 2ce trips i was "seeing" myself as as different human - a suffering woman, a starving child. but for some reason it wasn't sad. i just felt a strong connection with everyone, that i couldn't imagine wanting to do anyone harm.

i met a buddy around the time i first got into 2ce. he would come over and trip with me. we had the same birthday month, same age, had been dating our GFs for 6 years. we seemed to have a lot in common. a lot not in common too, but anyways...
during one of our trips, we realized this common ground..but deeper than the details i listed above. earlier he had been eating pizza, and i could feel the texture of it in his mouth...in MY MOUTH. now, as he did a line of oxy (another thing not in common) i felt the powder hit my nasal cavity. i exclaimed, "i didn't know i was you!"

this reminds me of breaking through on salvia.

 

Terrence Mckenna on smoking DMT on a height of an LSD trip

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jk81An-yf8I"]Terence McKenna - Smoking DMT At The Height Of An LSD Trip. - YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGYa2frO2LM"]Terence McKenna on DMT and LSD - YouTube

 

45mg of oxycodone and some bk-mdma

 

A friend gave me some free molly tonight because he's going to Mexico and he doesn't want it.
Pretty awesome really. I haven't rolled since September. I'll probably combine it with aces or something, but really I'm not that eager to dose any time soon.

 

I did about 50 mg this time. I have done 75 mg twice. Both times, when alone, I sort of encountered a humanoid head and upper torso on my wall. It was made out of translucent green mandlebrot fractals and it was constantly morphing. Each time this happened, I would see almost an infinite amount of outlines of everything in my visual field. This outlines were pink and green in color. I would also just suddenly have information. This was info that I cannot explain nor could I probably even fully understand. The theme of this information is always infinity/the infinite nature of everything.

I think the humanoid is just something my mind sees when it is in a severely altered state. For what reason? I am not sure. My brother has seen something very similar.

I also SWEAR that I shared a psychic moment with my love. The tele was on and it was obvious that we were both thinking about it with out eyes closed. I wanted to keep it on for a little longer (I never like the tv on while tripping;this time was different). I could tell we were both thinking about it and how it was getting slightly awkward because I had not yet shut it off. Then, in my closed eye field, I saw what looked almost like two litmus strips, one was me( a light shade of blue) and one represented/was my love (magenta colored), they touched, combined and then I heard the two of us laugh about the fact that we both knew that the moment was growing awkward. Then, when I realized what was happening, the two litmus sheets that became one ripped and lost their color. There was another litmus sheet that was apparent, but it was not involved. I believe it was my cat.

I waited about 15 seconds too long to explain what just happened and I could never properly explain it to my love.


To sum it up, I felt that all of us existing beings were lying to ourselves and each other in order to protect ourselves/our self from the truth that we are one thing. I have reached this place before with other substances, but not in this way. This made those other experiences seem like they were a part of the illusion/lie. It isn't just a social illusion. I felt that this entire physical world was an illusion (again, something I have experienced before, but not quite in this way). It had me asking myself, why would such an illusion exist?

When trying to explain this while still tripping, I sounded very much like a paranoid schizophrenic.

 

http://grooveshark.com/#/s/Pushing+Time/3oXQg8?src=5

bump for this song

 

What you're describing sounds like ego death. I just got through this very same experience on a lot of LSD, and I'm fairly certain that it contains many secrets about life and the universe. Check out my trip report in the LSD forum if you're interested. It sounds like we might share a lot of the same ideas.

 

Do you think you can consciously choose to die and have it happen merely through the power of your thought?

 

Good 2C-E trip report CoolRunnings.

 

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/art...-dreadlocks-flight-Bangkok.html#ixzz1giXbRTqS

She's fucked.

 

4aces coming to my reality real soon

 

2mg xanax + lots of alcohol is pretty messy... not psychedelic though... whoops wrong thread