Psychedelic Bump XIII

it is my set up but not my pic, it's a korg emx.... it's a beast.

the mix wasn't done on this.

 

are you used to taking larger doses?

 

I've taken notice myself, having only tried MXE twice, the first time I felt like I took a retarded pill that, well, basically slowed my cognitive functioning to a halt. I mean I really felt rebo. I dunno, some people seem to crave that, cuz there is the anesthetization, the antidepressant quality, and combined with that retarded kind of dissociation that only compares to dextromethorphan in high doses, but still surpasses that even by leaps and bounds. I don't get that from ketamine, so I doubt that all arylcyclohexalamines fuck your world the way that MXE does; but y'all should take serious caution with MXE right now. There's a terribly dangerous batch going around. Has been for about a month now.

And orison, I'm that 1% :devil:

 

MXE is crap IMO.. each time i've consumed it, i've ended up retarded for 8 hours asking myself "why"

 

just made me feel extremely retarded as well, i'm sure some people are having good trips off it but i keep seeing those people who continue using it saying stuff like 'it's making me feel like someone who i'm not and i don't like it' or pcp type horror stories.

It's definitely something to be cautious with.

when a drug started noticeably affected me bad i quit easy but with k i kept going... i quit all drugs for 4 months including sugar, i used smoothies instead as a treat and did non-stop exercise.... what made me get back into drugs, a group of k heads getting smashed in the local library someone had 14g in grams on them and offered me it.... i was umming and erring and NOOOOO i don't want it for about 30 mins before i just stupidly went and got money out and bought it... stupid i know wish i never did.

 

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/art...retly-carved-ground-paranormal-eccentric.html

 

k, mxe, meth, booze... I stay away most often, the last thing I need is more bad habits.

 

What's up y'all?! It has been awhile...

My legs are still sore from my soccer game last night haha. But BUMP for an afternoon smoke session (maybe a beer or two as well) with some friends! It's been awhile since i last smoked some good herb, so i'm pretty stoked :sunny:

Also picked up another quarter of mushrooms...which i may just hold onto for awhile. Tho my friend who will be coming back home from college says that he may have some lucy for me after thanksgiving!

happy holidays :eggnog:

 

Awesome post!!! Thanks for sharing, plus, btw, I love your cute otter wiggling around in ecstasy

 

http://vimeo.com/32001208

Beautiful video.

Figured that would soften my next comment that I hate my life and I'm sick of addiction and withdrawal from both opiates and benzos. I'm going to die one day from benzo withdrawal, I know it. I have seizures every month and I can't seem to stay away from the fucking opiates. I want to just kill myself and get it over with. I admitted to my mom today about my opiate addiction which didn't makes things any better. She just guilt tripped me. I am 200 dollars in debt to the dope man. I took my last pill today after sleeping for over 24 hours to avoid withdrawal. This habit makes my work spotty so my bills are in the shitter and It's causing many other hardships.

At first I started using opiates for pain and it doubled as way of getting through my work day and dealing with people better. I was more upbeat and apt to talk to them and makes sales. So there it started now I do them just to function. The problem with my benzo's are I take loads of them in lulls of opiate use to compensate and usually end up running out well before my script is up resulting in seizures. lol I've just really got myself deep into a pit that I can't seem to get out of. I don't even have the money now to afford to see a Dr for subs or the clonidine shit.

Sorry, I just had to vent... it's been a bad day and I am teetering on the edge of a panic attack as we speak.

 

Damn GM, didn't know it was that bad. You've got to do something and you've got to do it yesterday. Stop playing around and get your life in order, whatever it takes. Aren't methadone clinics free?

cosmo, what's this dangerous batch of mxe?

 

sounds really shitty, GM. wish i had some good advise (other than to stop doing pills!) i hope for the best for you. don't wait. do something about it now.

 

Bump for full-melt hash (first time i smoked in a over a month) No MXE today because this batch is strange and its contents are questionable so I'll lay off it for a while, and some kpins (i've been having benzo withdrawls for the past 5 days and it was the worst 5 days of my life.

 

GM, sorry to hear you're back on opiates, I thought you quit?

However, you obviously need to quit, pronto. Don't hang out with people who do them, don't contact people who do them..... pay the man and don't talk to him ever again. If your mom, other family, or any friends really care about you, they will help you with subs if you're serious. Have them go with you and pay the clinic, not give you money. Once you're on subs and managing, look into ibogaine.

With benzos, you do have to ween off, to not die.... obviously. So do it.

Ultimately your life is nothing but a series of choices, every one pushes you farther in a good or a bad direction. Every pill (or cigarette, etc) is choosing to live that much less time, have that much worse health, that much less money....

 

Yeah, I could have sworn I read a thread where she said she had gotten off of them.

GM, I don't mean to lecture you or anything, but I have a niehghbor that I was good friends with die a few years ago because he was addicted to both opiates and benzos and couldn't handle the on and off involuntary detox from having an inconsistent supply and a shortage of money. I'd rather not have to read your bf post an obituary over this.

 

Simply, wow.

Damn GM, I thought you were doing better with them too. Truly don't know what to say that hasn't been said.

 

Yeah, I did get off them then I fell back on em. It's a vicious cycle I've been fighting for almost 2 years. But, I am going after Thanksgiving to get on clonidine. I want to get over the withdrawals and never look back. I am dead serious about this and I am telling my Dr that I want off the benzos even though I really need them. I've rather just deal with the anxiety attacks and being overwhelmed at work than possibly dying.

What would help me the most is be to on the adhd medication that I should be on. Adderall does what opiates and benzos do for me minus the pain management with my sciatica but I can always have my gabapentin upped for that.

 

Does gabapentin give you energy GM? I take it daily for anxiety and it makes me hyper and energetic...

 

Nah. It kinda works as an antidepressant though.

 

I can't say trading speed for dope sounds like an awesome idea, but I might just be a wet blanket

Again, of course getting off the dope for now and not having withdrawls sounds like a great idea, but you should look into actually kicking the habit, with no temptation to repapse, in the future. And for this there seem to be few things as effective as a powerful dose of iboga.