Psychedelic Bump V

I'm sorrys GB, no hard feelings bub, correction, bud!
Is it the 2ci/2cp thingamickjigger combo dealybopper?

P.S. You never struck me as much the suggestive type, curiouser & curiouser.....

EDIT: I certainly meant no insult GB nor any bad vibes, dude. Glad your trip was a success!

 

You would love my whole house! Christmas lights all over.... Black lights with the backsides of holographic wrapping paper covered in crazy fluorescent paint trip paintings which I switch out often for blanks so I have a fresh medium to work with... Glow sticks... Holographic laser pointers... Plasma lights... Lava lamps... Glow in the dark stars/moons/planets... Fiber optic lamps... Strobe lights... and Colored bulbs galore.

I have a glowy-thing obsession.

 

You'll hafta take me there too, I'm like day's drive away from you! Fun, fun, fun in the sun, sun, sun!

 

lol, I wish I could say the same. I live, quite literally, in a drug lab... theoretically speaking, of course

But I have a glowy-thing obsession too!

 

Laser pointers are fun to mess with, I'm fairly decent with glow sticks. Also rave lasers :ack2:

I'm enjoying the birds chirping right now and an owl or something.

 

I think sometimes I sense BS before it unfolds completely. I'd been feeling a little on edge or just out of the ordinary the past few weeks, like some shit was about to go down but had no direct inclination as to what... and lo and behold, this week a bunch of BS has been dumped into my lap, one thing after another, rapid fire. No real crises, but things that would surely put a sour spin to tripping or even just being stoned (which I haven't been in 2 weeks ). So I guess it worked out that I've been holding off. No wonder the last DMT just felt so... wrong. I have to work 70 hours next week which is good because part of the BS is financial (it still won't be enough) but sometimes I don't like being an adult. Gahhh... hurry up and blow over.

Happy trails, GB

 

Sorry to hear it but I'm sure you'll manage fine. Haha I have $.55 in my bank account right now, and I'm in debt out my ass from school. My main problem with my life is that I am always broke nowadays. I need to sell my truck and get a more gas efficient car, gas is kicking my ass right now and it will probably only get worse. Being a musician/student I guess it's expected to be low on money, but sometimes it gets hard. I get paid tomorrow, thankfully, because I'm tired of eating chili and cereal only all week haha.

 

Double post but something strange is happening at work. I smell chems. Some lady at work is using some cleaning disinfectant down the hall from me and it smells JUST like 2c-e when dissolved in water. My stomach is full and feels slightly queasy now like I am about to dose haha.

 

Man I hear that... living paycheck to paycheck is an understatement.. money runs out before next one even comes in and I rack up more debt before I can start chipping away at what I already have! I'm already living well below my means and can't make too many more sacrifices before I have to start giving up food and shelter. That's just a part of it, but yeah, the non-financial BS will begin to resolve in time, it's just a process of wading through a lot of red tape.

 

I am so the suck with poi. I can entertain myself but as far as putting on amazing light shows, forget it. Unless watching me fwap myself in the face multiple times is appealing. Mdma massages are my specialty.

 

That would be amazing. /Commencing plot to steal cosmo and bring him to beach for fun times.

 

lol The smell of 2ce is something that seems to stick with you. I catch random whiffs of 2ce all the time. Sometimes I even randomly smell it on my hands, which is strange. I actually get kinda anxious and nervous when I smell it. lol

 

^^^ Same thing happens to me with cocaine.

 

A beautiful day out even if a bit dry,

I just got done jamming to some sublime, violet and velvet are the colors/textures I'm associating with, I'm in a good place atm.

 

Sometimes I wish I were a man... or at least sexless so I wouldn't have to deal with menstrual issues. TMI? lol IDC

 

I tried fasting two weeks ago. I gave up at dinner.

I am currently making another attempt right now.

I feel so restless. I have a headache, I am irritable, I am beyond bored and really craving food. I should have waited for a lazy weekend day or during spring break. I do a lot of walking throughout the week.

Do you guys think I should finish out the day? Dinner is smelling fantastic.



P.S.
I am not fasting for any religious reasons. I am non-religious.

 

Fuck dude, I know that feeling times like a thousand. I have excelled at, got bored at, then dropped out of 1 university & 2 colleges, the latter being private, so I have federal & private loans, one of which already went deliquent. I got threatening phone calls for like a month from them, then they went away (but gawd knows for how long, ugh). So they want to sue me for delinquency, if only they knew where I was, haha! But then I have 3 other loan, somewhere around like fuckin' $80,000 with the interest tacked on, & I just keep calling them asking for delays.

I don't have a car, well, I have a Winnebego but it needs some serious work to get rolling, for now, it's what it is. A broken down motorhome.

I don't however owe any bills except half the groceries & half the electricity where I live, I don't even pay rent, but.....

Because of my drunken, drugged out car accident, between my PTSD & my chronic back pain due its degenerative condition, I was fast-tracked onto disability, so I get SSDI & Medicare, which can't be touched by any of the other dozens of creditors after my ass for back-rent, unpaid utilities, cell phone debts, etc. EXCEPT for, of course, the college loan fuckers.

Eventually I'll get my lazy ass around to deferring the loans altoghether on account of permanent disability, but, I'm a lazy fucker.

And then I'm perpetually broke & just break even every month after electricity & food (half at least) because I'm always blowing shitloads of money on drugs. Well, & frankly, Uncle Scam doesn't give us disabled types much. Fuck if that's ever so true.

But, you've got me beat in at least one significant regard, you have to work & all I ever do is play. Work is the big suck.

I hope none of your BS is legal troubles, that is an even bigger suck than working for a living. Which I'm not saying I have exactly, but there is 1 state in the union that theoretically speaking I'm best staying away from; my stuff is all in storage in 1 state while I live in another, which is not necessarily at all connected with that state I theoretically should stay on the other side of the borders of. This is all theoretical, of course.

The biggest suck of big sucks (even more of a suck than rehab, psych wards, or jail) is living on the streets for even 1 single night, let alone theoretically living on the streets for 2 solid theoretical months. My advice, don't lose your home! Of course I'm not necessarily speaking from experience to any of the above, theoretically speaking you know?

Just remember to always keep it in perspective, SB, like remember 'A Tale of Two Cities' or 'Down & Out In Paris & London', or more contempary, 'The Fuck Up', 'Jesus' Son', 'Naked Lunch', 'A Million Little Pieces' (even though part of that's a sham), 'Requiem for a Dream', or 'Trainspotting' (the books more than the films of any of those). Basically, I'm just saying, no matter how bad it gets, it can always get worse, & most important of all, no matter how bad it ever gets, it will & can get better eventually & that I'll go on the record for knowing all to well personally. I've climbed up that ol' mountain time & time again, always learning things that humble me along the way & sometimes in the most surprising of ways, but I'll keep climbing that ol' mountain time & time again simply because I can't & won't & shouldn't ever give up on life. Not ever.

Oh gawd, I completely am there with you. The smell & taste of opies does that for me too. And benzos. And lots of stuff.

 

i always smell 2ce in one particular hallway at my school. i'm really curious what chemical it might be...

have anything to do with the forums?
cheers man

 

Sounds like a nice time... yes awesome day out unfortunately, I slept thru most of it.
Enjoy.

 

It didn't actually...

I was referring to when I was playing guitar with Sublime I was seeing like violet colors and the texture of the music felt velvety, perhaps there was something else in my room that was more or less the same color, That is a strange coincidence.

2ci/2cp is a solid combination, a little bit too stimulating and harsh on the body for my liking but good euphoria, good music enhancement, easy to navigate, I really forgot how much I enjoy the 2ci headspace. I certainly am not baseline right now but I definitely feel the 2ci is waning and the 2cp is trudging along...