Psychedelic Bump II

You have anxiety with mdma? It is one of the most powerful anxiolytic substances I've ever encountered, or anyone has ever encountered

What are your settings if I may ask?

And didn't you try LSD for the first time recently?!

 

Old people get high, that what dying is all about..

 

it can be if you use it properly...just don't go into an mdma trip "looking to get fucked up"...if that's what you want methylone will suit you a lot better IME.

 

Yup, it's not like normal weed-induced anxiety or paranoia or anything else I've ever felt, I'll just fall into these loooowww points where my whole body is stinging like ice water running through my veins and I feel overwhelmed with what I can only describe as abject despair. It's never triggered by anything particular, at the time it happens I'm not thinking of anything that upsets me, and there's nothing I can do to talk myself out of it like a rough patch in a regular trip, it's just a nasty purely physical side effect I have to ride out. Fortunately, these "yucks" only seem to last a few seconds to a minute on MDMA as opposed to 5+ minutes on Methylone.

My first time, I chilled at home with my best girlfriend. The second time, I was hiking in the woods with Sam_Stoned and threw in a few mgs of 4-aco-dmt. Today, I was at the mall with S_S and only had 1 significant yucky point. Today was definitely my most comfortable experience, but 150mg seemed so very mild.

And yes, yes I had my first date with Lucy this past Friday I wanted to type up a report while it was fresh in my mind, but I haven't had computer access for the past 2 weeks (just iphone) and it's already becoming difficult to integrate into language. I will digest it a bit more and might give it a shot tomorrow.

 

Throw on some music next time and dance... even if you don't like to dance just do it, it's divine, and it will probably work all that anxiety you are currently having out.

 

they did! although i've never claimed to be a hard-head.


some more of the effects that my brother and i had:
we were laying on the side of a hill looking up at a pure blue sky with zero clouds, and at first i was seeing little black dots swirling around. my brother noticed them too, but then said that each one was a little rainbow. he was right! there were thousands of little rainbows floating around the sky. the blue was actually made of small rainbows!! i could see the yellow, orange, green, etc INSIDE the blue! i was fucking seeing the sun's beams split and prism through the atmosphere?!

my brother was going to save a piece of grass because it was the greenest he had ever seen.

and he also looked at the detail in a square of toilet paper and said it was artwork.

we are still laughing about those ones today.

singing along to pink floyd's TIME felt amazing. dancing to music later in the night was very nice, although that was after the peak. i have never been so loose and allowed myself to dance like that.

 

^ man that is beautiful

SB, so happy to hear that

 

Is there a revolution about to happen? There better be. A psychedelic revolution...

Bump...

Pharmaceutical medical legal ketamine.... x amount. Alcohol x 5 drinks. Cannabis standard 2 gram joint x2.

 

Correct you are, one has been my highest dose and I haven't felt all too much from that, but I did around 120-130mg of the DMT earlier and didn't get too much effects from that, so I figure that maybe trying it on some L would cross potentate something and blow me away? :eggnog:

Either way, I guess we'll see how far my capacity of action goes on 6 of those hofmanns

 

120-130 mg. DMT should be some fairly intense stuff man lol.
What's your ROA?

 

Maybe me and SB have simular brain chemestry cause I get what she's saying about the MDMA anxeity.

Yesterday was my second time doing it and it was much more enjoyable than the first. I got a little bit of euphoria on 150 mgs and what I can only call enhanced visual appreaciation. Though from time to time (but not too often) I get these little waves that feel like the physcial symptoms of anxeity. Mostly restlessness... but I don't feel Up enough to really do anything with it.

The first time I did it was the same dose, but the high was less enjoyable. What I enjoied most about the firt time was how together I felt after I came down. The polar oppisite of a crash. After the effects of the substance left me I felt like it took away this little black cloud that seems to hover over my head and left me feeling like myself unadultrated. Like a person is 'supposed' to feel. And that was beautiful.

This second time, I didn't get that as much. Nothing negitive with the comedown except perhaps feeling a little tired. But that was probably from the hiking anyway.

Eh, things always seem to affect me a little differently anyway. Also it took me a good half hour more for the dose to kick in than with my buddy.

Anyway, I'm starting to dig mdma. But I don't get these intense waves of pure euphoria as everyone else reports. perhaps that's better, cause I don't like being made to synthetically feel good. When I take a drug, I like it to work it's magic on my mind... but let the rest of the jopurney be up to me. If it's bad, it's bad and there is a reason for that. If it's good, great. But don't force it on me.

I've come for something real, whatever it may be.

 

Your dose x3=euphoria.

 

My solo roll last night was rather chill with slight periods of anxiousness/restlessness even a hint of nausea. Quality stuff though! Feeding off the energy of The Chemical Brothers and people with this stuff at the concert at the end of the month should be a night to remember.

 

Its more surroundings related then dose. You can roll face on 150 mgs at a club/concert.

Yes set and setting even applies to MDMA.

 

There's no doubt that 450mg would make me roll tits and would probably take me to the level I'd been trying to achieve, but the negative effects I get from MDMA at that high of a dose would be too much for me I think. At that point, the bad would outweigh the good so I don't think MDMA is a substance with which I should strive for hero doses. I'm chalking it up to a unique bad reaction due to brain chemistry/serotonin production. I'm almost positive me and S_S are similar in that respect.

 

i too get some mild anxiety from mdma...it happens periodically, even with very calm low dose of molly, there are still often anxious moments.

 

It was DMT Fumarate up the nose.

 

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doobies..

 

Balls. Thats right ladies and gentlemen i said balls.

Oh and bump for 25mg of 2C-T-7 Lets see how this night goes.

 

*BUMP* for 500-600 mg molly up the dome. Done in roughly 1 hour ! YyyZzzzzz Yewwww Rowwwllllllnnnnnn¿¿¿¿¿YyyZzzzzz Yewwww Rowwwllllllnnnnnn¿¿¿¿¿¿ BITCH I MIGHT BE. BITCH I MIGHT BE...

Sorry, I just learned the best way to do this 'molly' is to snort a lot ever hour instead of lines every ten minutes. Dumbass me....

Anyways, I figured out what this shit is. None of the dealers know because they get it from someone other than the guy that orders it off the internet. Anyways, heres a link to the site that classified it as a "compund cathinone"

Off I go. Good evening everybody.