Psychedelic Bump II

Bump for organic honey/tamari stirfry :drool5:

 

i can't believe avatar is still in theaters! i saw it in imax 3d on Dec. 20th, on 17.4 mg 2ce

after yesterday, it's safe to say i like LSD WAY better than mushrooms. they make my body feel drunk, whereas acid makes it feel completely in tune. i also got a KILLER headache and felt like i was gonna puke around 4 this morning (15 hours after dosing, and 5 hours after going to sleep). i took two ibuprofen, got outta bed around 10 and feel fine now.

i was definitely a pretty strong trip, but i don't think the shrooms are THAT potent. i could have probably done 5.5 grams. it got a little emotionally intense around the peak, but i got through it after about an hour (felt MUCH longer). i was feeling pretty apathetic at that time - couldn't decide what i wanted to do, and therefore couldn't think of how to get myself outta feeling in the dumps. i remember shrooms to be like that from years ago - indecisive. i will be walking one way to do something, and just turn around, off to do something else, and never accomplish either.

on the bright side, i did have a nice time walking around in nature. i was getting pretty good morphing and breathing type visuals. also some trail like patterning when bugs flew by. i was having some pretty interesting / crazy / funny thoughts, which i can't recall much of now. i felt for maybe the first time the tryptamine body vibrations. music was sounding great, but i was more picky in what songs i wanted to listen to. i got some of the most detailed and brightly colored CEVs i've ever had. pink and orange geometrical patters when i had my eyes closed but pointed at the sun. darker greens, blues and purples when i tightened my eyes (TNS). i recall watching my beige carpet form purple and green hues that danced into circular fractals.

i could probably learn to enjoy mushrooms
i will lemon tech 1.7 grams next time.

 

Wow. Did everyone have too much fun over the weekend? No one is posting a psychedelic bump today? Oh well, Happy Labor Day.

i labored for exactly one hour then got to go home. Very chill, but no doubt tonight, bump for N,N, DMT . . . . i'll take a break from this daily use soon, though i don't know when, as i am hearing the clarion call loud and clear . . .

 

Do you up your dose daily or just go with light experiences?

I'm just wondering how the tolerance is

 

I understand that. My wife doesn't disapprove, but she doesn't necessarily approve. Mostly she doesn't understand and worries a little. But our destinies are intertwined and we've been in love for a long time, so we both deal with it.

 

bump for dmt. Dont know when yet, attempting breakthrough, I'm getting moved into the abandoned room I wrote my last Dmt trip report about. Kind of weird getting moved into a room that I've smoked dmt in but haven't even slept in yet, This will be my last Dmt trip in my current room.

 

Ha ha. i literally take one day at a time and follow my muse.

After 3 minutes tolerance is NOT an issue for me. But, i don't try to push/test it. After one hour tolerance is not an issue for anyone with DMT . . . or so i read and hear.

My typical session is a friendly, but light (shake hands) hit or two just to kind of test the waters. But, what i do is, as soon as the main trance breaks and my eyes open is i spend one to five minutes breathing, hydrating and preparing for the next hit, which i take as soon as possible. Stacking of doses. Thus, each time i go "under," i go significantly deeper (& frequently stay longer).

But, i still have those ones where i take in a lot more than i thought and rather than "sneaking up" on the breakthrough i get completely slammed by it. This is when i nearly loose the pipe and have outrageous, room dissolving hallucinations before i lay down and close my eyes. As soon as my eyes close i am IN the breakthrough.

So, long winded, i know, but i just take it as it goes. Some days i do more, some less. Most days when i use, i estimate that i use a total of 100-250 mgs . . .

 

Maybe you should answer the call with another substance and give DMT a day off?

Maybe a session with shrooms or LSD where it lasts longer could provide a different perspective on your DMT experiences.

I also wonder what effect such frequent use may have on the production natural endogenous DMT. Have you read or experienced anything in that respect?

All the above was said with love and your best interest in mind.
(I really got to study up on DMT more. I feel I have a gap in my knowledge)

 

LOL. i have been thinking that same thing myself. The thing about the "elf on my back" is that there will be no craving and almost a sense of relief when i do take that inevitable abstention break. There is something wonderfully relieving about the most mundane of realities, such as cleaning the floor, after a significant stint in hyperspace.

Definately currently in a pleasant rut. Yet somehow cannot wonder if i am getting old. i have materials on hand, yet i do not use them. No Mescaline, cactus or resin since i don't know, like March or April. No LSD since July and that was low-dose (last high dose was March). No MDMA since June (tho i got to taste a threshold dose of MDA a couple of weeks ago). No mushrooms since like 18 mos. ago. Last high-dose RC experiences (2CB,2CE, 5-meo-MIPT) were in May or early June.

Yet, i seem to be having that middle aged thing where i do not want to commit an entire day to tripping . . . there's always so much i just NEED to get done . . . always a reason NOT to trip (kind of the opposite of my youth).

But, i appreciate the value of what you said and the spirit in which it was written and will give it serious consideration. My last summer festival is in a couple of weeks. Perhaps i will abstain until then and that will be the right setting . . .

 

Boy, I sure know that one.
I tried to schedule my experiences when I had the house to myself only to find that I get concerned for my loved ones if I'm not sure where they are. Not completely rational, but it happens just the same.

I think next time I go on a journey through inner-space it will be an overnighter when everyone is under the same roof and secure. That way I can also look at my daughters while on my excursion. Completely new sensation for me, to behold one of my beautiful daughters and let that complete and total surrendering love that I have for them overtake me.

Ya know those rare moments when looking up into the sky and trying to comprehend the vastness of it all and your mind hits a point where it can no longer contain nor comprehend something of that infinite magnitude?
That is how I view and experience the love I have for my girls.
Damn I'm gonna make myself get all teary-eyed now.

 

Dmt breakthrough complete! Trip report for sure on this one. You know its going to be an intense trip when your mind is to overwhelmed to operate the lighter...

 

Wow! i can hardly wait. Congratulations!

Confession: i will definately be taking at least one more trip before abstention begins, and at the 50 or more mg level. Must test the latest batch which will all be distributed to various friends . . . i never share without testing a high dose myself . . .

 

Do it spiceycat! I'm still recooperating and trying to process what just happened.

 

Crikey! The batch is quite safe but off the scale beautiful & quite terrifying! Forget everything i've ever written about 2 minutes. Screw that - take it all in in a minute or less and get the FULL effects. What a great place to take an abstention break! Off to the showers to get the fear & tripping sweat smell off!

 

Yah I've always tried to get it in under a minute. Its not something that can be rushed but it seems you have to be diligent as well to maximize effects, I'm like exhausted still from it. I think I brained my damage...

 

It's only a proper DMT trip when you can't use a lighter anymore .

 

You really find it easier to breakthrough on dmt than salvia? I brokethrough tonight but a few prior trips I wasn't getting quite there.

 

I don't think I've ever actually broken through on salvia (not sure though lol).
All I ever get is extreme dissociation, and repeating frames forming the world around me.
It's definitely weird as hell, but not as intense sounding as what other people have told me they experienced on the drug.
DMT seems easier to me personally because I never have with salvia.
If you really wanna get there with DMT you will IMO.

 

Ahhh ok. Well once I brokethrough on salvia once, its been pretty much automatic if I desire to go there everytime since. Dmt has been a little bit more tricky for me.

 

i am also exhausted. Yes, the breakthrough is inevitable when one can no longer hold the pipe or operate the lighter and/or the room starts to completely dissolve before eyes open. Yes, "due diligence" and tremendous focus on technique (IGNORE that fucking elf dancing under the milk crate and the other one on my shoulder!) are needed after the first hit. Though i often find that the fear is mitigated by this intense focus on technique - you wouldn't dare get between me and the pipe after the first hit - my eyes might kill you with their intensity . . .

Mundane reality bumps for me for now . . . After last night it's going to be hard to get back to N,N - i will of course, but i'll have to wait for "the call" to be a scream to get over the fear. What can i say? After last night, it's back in force. It comes and it goes but it never completely fades, for which i am very grateful as it is a powerful teacher.

i should have 5meo within a week but will wait until the time is right. i hope to have DPT within a month and will also wait for the right time . . .

i find myself once again so very grateful for this wonderful blessing that is life, all it's foibles, irritants and negativities included. . . .Sometimes it's really nice just to look around, breath, taste, feel one's heartbeat, enjoy sunshine, work, sweat, feel pain . . . .