Psychedelic Bump II

Good evening...

30mg 2c-i + 25mg 4-aco-dmt and Avatar in Imax 3D. My eyes are gonna hate me...

WB Writer! Can't wait to see your TR.

Thanks for the bday wishes y'all

 

that'll be fun SB you're gonna be cumming out your eyeballs

how does it feel to be a quarter of a century :leaving:

(welcome to the club)

3 shivas in that set and setting was the most aesthetically pleasing trip of my life I think . . . the sheer beauty of what i saw and felt and thought and everything else . . . the physiological ease and cleanliness of it . . . the effortless "it was always meant to be this way" dissolution of ego through liquifaction of I . . . i am powerfully awed by this molecule

soon i will write it

 

Not liking this combo at all. Yikes.

 

too intense?

 

Intense in all the bad ways. Weird body high... very uncomfortable, worst is over but had a few instances where i was crawling outta my skin, too tingly, floaty. felt like breathing and heart were not right. left with very cloudy head now after 3 hour emotional shitstorm. Movie was an after thought. Had to sit there and take it, was in public, ya know? That's what I get lol Riding out end of it now...

 

I decided a while ago I would not do 4aces in a public or party setting ever again. only very close friends. adding the 2c-i just added a whole slew of physiological activity which made you trip out more and clouded your mind as well . . . i think mdma would have been a better choice as a mixer but i know you have problems with anxiety on that one. ah well sb ride it out tomorrow you'll be sober and in a few days you can take a good dose / better combo and balance out this unpleasant drug experience. :grouphug:

 

Damn that sounds intense, Avatar 3d imax on 2ci + 4 -aco- dmt seems like it would be sensory overload.

 

man, I feel bad for you, on your B-day celebration
Glad you at least are smart/mature enough to ride the waves without going under.

 

Yeah ^^ It seems for me 4-aco wants my undivided attention. Every time I've mixed she wasn't happy. It's like anti-synergy (?) not exactly chaotic, just feels like she's struggling and fighting with the other subs. Last time I did mix with MDMA and that was yucky as well. Bah, trying to digest experience while still happening.

 

SB......when it's over, you will thankful for having experienced it.

In the mean time, just listen to this. It always works for me when a trip is getting uncomfortable:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RAZqjsSZphE"]YouTube- What a Wonderful World - Louis Armstrong

 

I loved the 4-aco-dmt + MDMA combo at Tool with hefty doses of both, do you always eat your chemicals at the same time when you mix SB?

 

Thanks guys... it sounds lame, but I logged on here as soon as I got home cuz I knew you guys were the only ones that would understand right now... and just reading your replies helps tons... y'all...

:grouphug:

 

<3 arty: :cheers2:

 

thats good to hear SB, just don't look at you sig pic. It creeps me out and I'm stone sober

 

First time I ate 150 mdma and 10 4aco all in the same cap... for some reason that escapes me ATM, I premeasured it and put it away for later? Weeks later, I just grabbed the cap on my way out the door one day. I really don't know what the logic behind that one was.

Tonight, I took the 4aco at the peak of the 2c-i. I was holding off because I had a very rough uncomfortable come up on the 2c-i, but being stubborn and never fucking listening to my gut when I know I should, I dropped the 4-aco about 3 hours in. Within 10 minutes I was like, oh shit...

Hahaha, what goes around... what was I trying to prove? To whom? I was being disrespectful so I got a psychedelic bitchslap. Serves me right. Very well.

 

I'd love a psychedelic bitchslap right now

 

They will do that, won't they.
don't worry darlin'. I've been slapped so hard before it left psychedelic welts on my face.

 

Ah man I was wanting one since the last time I tripped, beginning of August when I did 3 tabs of Lucy for my first time. It was beautiful, amazing, beyond words, but I got greedy and let it give me a big head because I wanted more.

Tonight I definitely got what I deserved. Was hyping this up in my head for the whole month. Was being too cocky and went into it with a "let's see what you got" mindset.

Well, she showed me lol

 

Yeah PB, I know ya feel me

Good to just be "among" those who understand right now. Crowded movie theatre sitting next to straight edge, unapproving bf is not the place for a freakout, had no choice but to direct it inward lol

 

SB - sounds like you had quite an experience . . . and were experienced enough to know how to deal with it and even begin immediately integrating it.

i hope you got some rest and ate something.

How are you feeling today?