Pot is fucking with me

makes me extremely anti-social... lost in my thoughts.. deep thoughts..
...sleepy...

 

yeh it fucked with my head everytime i know i just get too paranoid. i gave it up (and tabacco) at xmas and now i just dont touch none of it anymore and i tell you, i feel ten times better for leaving it all alone. some people are fine tho and my ex smoked it morning noon and night and he never got paranoid

 

i get paranoid and the voices start getting to me.. but when I'm sober I realize that it was in my head and can smoke again within the next few days.. unless I smoke A LOT (420 THIS WEEKEND!!!)

 

All you need to do is relax and enjoy your high not be all tence and jumpy

 

now that 420 has passed I completely agree.. I tried to hold my cool as much as possible and it worked, best pot experience i've had so far

 

what hippyhillbilly said on page one that is the truth, same thing happened to me it just means you have crossed over from the superficial mind frame and finally entered your subconscious. Some stay on the superficial level and us others eventually just get sucked into more awareness. Really its about being aware on weed, i trip harder on weed than acid now by far when it comes to the mental plane. It is considered the sacrament in Hinduism it is the embodyment of Kali, basically god and represents the energy that is all of existence, their holy people renounce everything even clothes yet still smoke ganga cause it brings them closer to unfiltered reality.

 

All I know is that since I stopped smoking herb I've been able to recall my dreams 20 times easier.

 

that makes a lot of sense I just finish reading cannabis and meditation, it was the best thing Ive read in a long time, smoking has been much more enjoyable for me. I want to learn more about meditating and have been searching on line for places to go but I don't want to go some where they push a bunch of religious ideas on me.

 

where do I learn more about this????

 

I am more social when high.

 

meddle read about sadhus and vamachara its the true left hand path, its all about transcending morals and using all methods to attain enlightenment. i got the symbol for the tantric left hand path tattooed on my chest, its a backward swastika and it is also the esoteric Buddhist symbol for Nirvana. Cannabis is the biggest cheat for meditation if i smoke the stuff my spine lights up and i have intense energy rushes way better than orgasims and its called a pranic awakening its all about being aware of your energy. Cannabis causes pratyahara and some are not aware, thats why i call it a cheat. Pratyahara (sense withdrawal) is the key to enlightenment and they say it cant be taught just like they bs and say they cant describe enlightenment but there is a book on pratyahara and it is called Yoga Nidra and they describe it fully. Like i said before cannabis is the embodyment of Kali which is a metaphor for the energy and reality of what is. Datura is the embodyment of Kali's consort Shiva which represents the void which the energy comes from aka god. Hindus believe that existence is Maya (illusion) (dream) and basically if you withdrawal from the dream you come to your true Self or non-self as the Buddhist would say and you become totally aware and blissful, untouchable to the outside world cause you have transcended the illusion and became energy. FTW

 

thank you Im gonna get that book

 

meh
i can go cold turkey and don't notice a difference other then skating isn't as fun and i don't get into video games as easy

 

Panic attacks were just the beginning of pot's horrors for me. Later came the paranoia. I personally don't recommend it for anyone, though lots of people seem to love it. There are certain people it just wreaks havoc upon.

 

Some people shouldn't smoke weed, I agree.

 

Yeah, it happens to me sometimes too, and I never know when. I think it has to do with the type of pot, cuz it seems like certain batches make it happen and certain ones don't.

 

I've been depressed two or three times after smoking. I guess it just depends on what I'm thinking about as I smoke or shortly thereafter.

 

That started happening to me....but i realized i didn't like the people i was smoking with. This is why people have smoking partners, they get good vibes from each other. Don't smoke with people you can't be yourself with. I took a break and came back and everything was fine.

 

I started smoking pot when I was 15 year old. That was fun. At that time I didn't really consider its hallucine effects - I rather regarded it as an alternative getting drunk - and therefore it was fun.

And because - in my twenties - I didn't really manage to understand that - I simply continued.
At the middle to the end of my twenties I accepted that "well, every second time I accept a bad trip, since the other second time the trip is good!".

I felt I could not breath. I felt that my nibbles were exploding (that was a very, very disgusting feeling - and I always were hoping 'Oh, God, don't let this feeling return".
I have also felt all the bad feelings that has been mentioned in this post - but the thing about the nibbles were the worst...

Then I turned inside myself for a couple of years. I got depressed, and I quitted smoking cannabis for one year.
Now I'm better. I have got an idea of what to do with my life. I don't know how it gonna end, and I don't want to know, but I know which direction to go.
And I do smoke canabis, and since I've been aware of what to do, I haven't had these nightmare paranoid & npsychotic experiences ever while smoking cannabis.

Never forget that the effect of cannabis mainly depend on your psychological state, since (no matter how harmless you may regard cannabis) is a hallocinogene.

If you've got lots of worries or if you feel depressed - well, you must solve them before smoking cannabis or taking any other kind of hallucinogenes. If you haven't sweeped out the demons in your closet, they might appear in your trip. The trip won't sweep them out for you...

love,
-wolf-

 

it used to happen to me all the time until i realized how stupid it was and that the things that i were worrying about were so minute that it made no sense even to my non sober mind......just remember this when you think that your going to have a heart attack ect....not one single death has ever occurred from marijuana alone.after i learned that i was fine.....but on occasions i get really baked and don't want to talk (who wants to have a down to earth convo wile your in marijuanavill) if it still occurs then just smoke less.