Picture Reading

What, you believe in that kinda stuff?

 

I have no choice, dammit...LOL

 

So far every picture I read, I had my kids playing games. And for some reason I feel more comfortable.

 

Rick, I believe I know something about your unpleasant feelings when you first viewed my picture, and why you're feeling more comfortable now. But I don't want to say anything until after your reading, so I don't influence what you pick up.

 

Zengizmo you are up tonight. I am feeling much better.

 

Hi rick, I contacted you a while ago re a reading. You requested a photo and had a back log of people so I didn't pursue it. I have a problem re an ex bf. He is a serious concern to me for reasons ill talk about in private only. Do you think you could make some sort of psychic enquiry as to whether this person is a threat to me or not? I would be very, very grateful.

 

Thanks, Rick. I'm glad to hear you're feeling better - was a bit concerned after your talk about the stomach cramps and such.

Rosehippy, it is of course Rick's call as to whether he thinks he can and wants to read for you. However even if he does, I would suggest you try to get some advice from someone who specializes in practical life situations, such as a crisis counselor, or even a lawyer if necessary. Just my thought, for your consideration. It's just that the sort of thing you're talking about is nothing to trifle with.

 

I have to agree. I told you before if the situation is the same as it was before. And I know it must be. Please get the kind of help that I can not give you in a read. You know down deep what to do and even if I tell you what to do YOU are the one that has to do this. So please do the right thing that I am not here to do what you want me to do. I am here to help but in the way you need help YOU have to do what is best for you. No one else can do this for you. Sometimes we have to be very brave and take the first step in the next step of our lives and if you truly want to move forward. You need to do that. I can not tell you what to do. You have to get the help and really talk to someone about your issues. I know I see a lot but you are the one who controls your life. So please do the right thing for you. Thank you

 

Ok Zengizmo, one question? Why is the picture so blurry to me and as I look my head hurts. It really bugs me because I can not see good. Is the picture really blurry to you or is it me? It is like when I look my head hurts and when I turn away I am fine? I am getting very dizzy when I look at her picture and my stomach hurts. Have you ever watched the real cat woman. I hear her talking tough with words. I hear a lot of screaming and either confusion in the thinking part. My eyes are burning from looking at her picture. I am hearing a wild side. I am hearing a deeper voice and I am really cramping bad. I heard she scares me. Strange but I see her now darker hair then I was shown her with a lighter almost blonde hair almost like two different people. It is hard to read her because of the pain I am receiving. I need to walk away a bit. And get some fresh air.

 

Just sending out some hugs to everyone tonight. Some of you sound like you need them.

:grouphug:

 

Thanks a lot. I do not know what is going on this week but I have been sick. And when I get better I get sick again. I do not know why the stomach cramping is happening so much now. Like my body is telling me something.

 

Maybe it is a symptom of anxiety.

 

I know what anxiety is and I have dealt with my wife having it. This is not the case I do not believe. I am very strong and can bounce things off very easily. I will test things out. Thanks

 

Thank you for the advice.
You might want to take some charcoal tabs for the gut, followed by a course or good quality probiotics (intestinal flora) Expensive is best. Must be in fridge or don't buy it. Hope you feel better soon.

 

Oh forgot to say, if the gut thing persists it's most likely a parasite. You can get tested for which one. If you travel a bit a parasite is very likely.

 

Thanks Rosehippy, I will look into that. I think I figured out what might be it. Lack of sleep extra work at my job and reading on the site. All three must be wearing me down. Because when I get on the site the cramping comes back. So maybe it is anxiety and I really need to leave the site for awhile. So I will take some time off and see if that helps. Thanks to all.

 

Take care, man!

 

Rick, I'm very sorry for the effect this person has had on you. I'm thinking you'd better just stay away from her. I wasn't sure what would happen if you tried to read her picture, but I was extremely curious. I would say from what you got that you definitely found her. What you didn't know is that she is fully cognizant of any attempts to read her, and she is an extremely powerful spiritual being whose behavior is quite hard to predict. It looks like she doesn't want to be read. Again, I'm sorry, but I didn't know she would be so awful to you. Please rest up, and if you know any psychic cleansing techniques, this would probably be a good time to use them.

So it's time to reveal her actual identity. That is the person I call my "spirit guide" - Deanna. She is the woman who has been telepathically with me 24/7 for the past ten years. The picture is slightly blurry, because I enlarged it from a low-res pic from her profile on a social media site. I have higher-res pics, but I need to be very careful with her, so I chose a picture that is already public, rather then some I have from her private albums, so there is no way I could be accused of invasion of privacy for posting it in Hipforums.

She can be a demon, and she can be an angel. She is in fact clinically bipolar - at least, she used to be. It's hard to say what the truth is with her, because she is a supremely convincing actor, and she plays to perfection whatever role needed to for any person in any situation.

She was my co-worker and client starting around 1994. Around 2001 she started working her way into a friendship with me, and gave me signs of her true nature and power - just a tiny bit, so as not to scare me off. At the end of 2002 I made her my spiritual teacher, and then things started getting very "interesting."

She knows every nuance of thought in my head, better than I do myself. She has demonstrated this for me on a number of occasions. She doesn't just see symbolic images the way you do - she is literally, totally aware of every facet of my experience, and she knows all about my spiritual path and the reasons for the life I'm living. Yet as she once quietly told me out loud, with just a touch of irony, "I'm just an ordinary human being." Yeah, right. LOL

She has put me through hell, for years on end. The screaming you heard was probably me. Yet if she hadn't also given me love when I really needed it, I couldn't have endured it at all. When you first looked at her photo, I was in deep pain from her recent treatment of me. I believe that was the depression you felt. In the past few days, she has given me the insights and love I needed to more clearly remember and see the spiritual purpose she is accomplishing with me through this pain - she's getting my ego self to give up trying to control my life. In the past few days since you first saw her photo I have for the first time started to feel in some control of my ego self, and in my mind she has been a loving companion, an absolute angel.

I'm not sure why she decided to make the reading so hard and painful for you. However I think maybe she wanted to give you a clear and unmistakable demonstration of her power. I have felt stomach cramps from her also. She can psychically induce lots of body sensations...I won't go into all of it... LOL And she can affect my thoughts if she wants to - she once made a game of blocking a word from my consciousness, teasing me, and finally "giving" me the word in both visual and auditory form simultaneously.

The closest analogy I have ever found for her behavior is Carlos Castaneda's sorceror teacher, Don Juan, or some Zen masters. If you read Castaneda's books, Deanna's behavior would start to make a lot more sense.

Thank you for trying this, Rick. Again, I'm very sorry for the pain she caused you. Stay away from her. I'll send healing thoughts. I just asked Deanna if she would do so also, and she replied, "I can do that."

 

Thanks for the reply. I saw way more. When I went outside to release the energy I saw a bundle of coming at me. It was like a ball of energy and in the ball was mass confusion. Mouths and cats and every creepy thing was biting each other. Plus there were sex scenes. Very powerful.

 

Rick, I'm concerned that you seem to pick up on more negative vibes in your reads than positive vibes and that this is causing you undue anxiety.

You shouldn't feel ill when you read.

I know each of us, our present and past lives, and the people in the photos we share with you, have many positive scenes in our lives. I'm perplexed as to why you tune in so often on the negative.

I think you need to work on balancing yourself to overcome this. There must be something within you that is more weighted toward the darker scenes. You are having physical symptoms of an internal imbalance, I believe.

My suggestion would be to spend more time looking for the light in all things.