Rick I feel bad as nothing there relates to me, battle of the bulge I have put on a fair bit of weigh due to injuries ... other than that it is not resonating... I will rest up and have another read to see if anything twigs. Cheers for trying :2thumbsup:
Yes I struggle with you. I wonder why? I wonder on my end why I can not have open communication with you. Sometimes this happens. I had the same problem with another person until he sent me his picture. Plus look how many times my mind and body avoided you. I got sick to much. Maybe you are to powerful for me.
I spent the weekend with my kids and realized, I have not really been there for them. And it hurts. So I am taking the summer off for them. My heart mind and soul needs some healing and what better way then spending it with the ones you love. So sorry and when I feel I have been there for them the right way I will come back. You all have been great and I thank all of you. Thanks Rick Waid
No worries I am not easy I know that, I felt you may have difficulties ! I do have a nose ring and a close connection with native Americans (if that is the kind of Indian you meant) I also have a connection to India .... My son was into Japanese and learnt to speak it, he went on a course to learn samurai training. The right side chest puncture rings no bells nor does the leather jacket with straps or avalanche -I am a dancer tribal spirit dancer...my stomach is good I have no-one around me with a bad tummy so I don't understand why...I have driven amazingly long distances, but not for help on a journey .....Cambodia ? doesn't resonate but I have a figure of a black woman, narrow waist and big hips and bottom ... so that maybe it.. not sure why the stone throwing! Asian lady in tight clothing and Philippines I have no clue- I looked up battle of the bulge and have no connection there apart from the fact I have no interest in Germany and find German people a struggle to kind of get along with or find common ground... Enjoy spending time with your children Rick, I have tried my best to find some links to what you have written. Thank you for taking the time. Be well xxx
Laughing at you? I have no idea... yes I felt as a teenager I was black on the inside white on the outside ! Loved and still do reggae etc black men are especially attracted to me to a point it freaks me out sometimes! I have no idea on the silence yelling or the battle of the bulge I hate war, old war films and anything to do with nazi's and jew concentration camps I cannot watch at all ... no connection with Henderson, righteous leader or swordsman... I am not a fighter, but I feel I have had to fight through life in many other ways- I had a good rest and looked at the post with fresh eyes and some things resonated :2thumbsup:
I went to bed so depressed about taking a long break. When I do not connect it takes something out of me. I feel failure. I just do not know what to do with this. I know it is interesting but I feel lost.
Have you tried viewing yourself? Have you asked to be shown things about yourself that could help you? Maybe that should be your focus for a while. There seems to be turmoil within.
I been thinking about balancing my life. I figured it out. Family time will always be family. No reads or getting on this site only when I am away from home. See I have two families now and you all are my second family. So I will not drop it cold turkey. So reads will resume only when I am away from my first family. Taken a day off to collect my thoughts was good. And if I do not connect life will go on. Thanks family two.
Lostification is up next. I will be working on you today. Ok here we go. I heard Aruba and special island. Carribian queen. I saw a door with a crack at the base and then I seen it open and there was an alien. I saw a person having things injected in the stomach. They stood by and the body was folding in half from the trauma. They used their minds only to control the things being inserted. I took a trip to outer space. It felt like being in the Jetsons. I saw a female in a big chair and she had workers all around and I heard Queen Bee. Second reference to a queen. I heard Paraguay and Peru. The 1491 was shown. I heard the Wantoo tribe. I saw drawing in the sand space crafts. I feel I am in a men in black movie. I see people on this space ship in a frozen state. It is like being in a museum. People from the beginning of time. I saw beams from a space ship and people walking on them. Zombie state. A little strange but let me know what you think. Thanks
Desert-rat where did you go? I am getting stronger. I was in a place today and I could see she was pregnant so I said you are having a boy and she said yes and I asked if I could guess the name and she said we have not picked one out yet then I said Jared and she said that was her first name she picked. Then later I was at a place and I could smell a lot of smells then I saw this man was a bad man and I heard his name and I saw what he did. But I can not do anything about it. Along time ago when I first started I know I read a serial killer. I have to wonder how far this will go if I push it.
Serial killers, huh? That sounds scary. I would hate not being able to do anything about those kind of things. If you want to test your powers, do more of this stuff in your free time- future reads, guess what i'm thinking about, etc. I would suggest taking a good break before anything like that, though. do stuff with your family for now. : ) Man, if I were a psychic...