I know what you mean I get hard a fuck when I jerk off thinking about sucking a couple of big hard cocks
As soon as my wife leaves the house and I'm left alone my thoughts go to those of sucking a cock losing my inhibitions and taking a hot shot of cum deep in the back of my throat. I sometimes watch gay porn of men sucking each other and sometimes straight where women and men are taking facials and open mouth cumshots and imagine myself being one of them and I don't know when I started to enjoy swallowing another man's hot creamy load but the fact is that I do. I still only consider myself to be orally bi and my wife has seeing a video that she found on my phone of me sucking cock and a man sucking my cock. These videos included both of us shooting our loads and swallowing and she just thinks that it shouldn't happen again but of course now I love it and think of almost nothing else.
I just had my first orally bi three way and it was extremely hot and I would love to chat with someone about it
I can relate to most everyone on this thread. I am a happily married man in my sixties, but have had fantasies about sucking a cock for over fifty years, ever since I came across a cheesy porn novel that had a discriptive scene of a man giving another a blow job. Those thoughts were put on the back burner until a couple years ago when it got to the point where I felt I had to make it happen for real. The first guy I hooked up with (CL), was a good looking younger (than me) guy with I nice cock. We meet three times, I think back to the first time a lot. It was the first time I had seen another hard on never mind touch or suck one. It was great, we met two more times in addition to sucking his cock He wanted me to finger fuck his ass, which I did. I also ate him out (fresh from the shower). But I think he was looking for a "Daddy" to fuck him on a regular basis. I was not into any kind of relationship like that. Since then I have hooked up with two more guys so far just to suck cock, not really interested in reciprocation. The bottom line is that I really like to suck cock and swallow cum, but am not interested in hugging or kissing or any kind of gay relationship. If I had to label myself it would be a heterosexual cocksucker...
It's funny, I think of myself the exact same way. I love sucking cock and even the discussion of it excites me, but I don't have any further interest in hugging, kissing, touching, or any sort of intimate relationship of the kind I've had with women. I wish I had more opportunities to suck cock a lot more often.
