I am Bi Polar II, also PTSD and Dissociative Disoder, but I just wanted to say AMEN, SISTER! to your post when I read it!
I like the way you say "try" killing yourself and that you'll send me a message, it's like you have no intention to succeed with the attempt. I never said you were a pussy for taking pills, I never said that drugs do not help, merely that they solve nothing. The manliest way to commit suicide is by holding one's breath.
This thread should be closed, as the original statement has been dragged through the mud and many peoples' feeling have been hurt by this thread's continuity. We all have different opinions about mental illness and how to treat it. But, please, if you do NOT deal with it yourself, do not make bold claims about someone else's condition, even if you do not agree with it at all. There are more constructive ways to communicate.