opiate lounge

I dont know what it is, call it a 6th sense or whatever but I have the ability to 'read' people just by talking or studying someone for a couple seconds. I always advise others on their problems quite accurately (I'm fairly wise for as young as I am), but when it comes to my own relationships, I block out all the shady shit I pick up on. Maybe it's just the need for companionship, but for being so smart I make myself so stupid on purpose to block the pain. In other words I'm my own worst enemy.

I've given up on finding my soulmate for now, it's funny girls talk about wanting romance and someone to talk to but around here they go for the douchebag guys that treat them like garbage. I don't get it. So I quit puttin myself out there just to get crushed all the time.

 

I think a lot of people tend to ignore the things they don't want to see in order to have someone to be with, I've done that.

And I resent that! The only douchebag I've ever been with is the first one I fell for and was deceived by his seemingly good nature. Since that, I've been able to spot them right away. The nice ones are predictable usually and some may think they're boring but with the other ones.. who wants to have to deal with the fear of losing that person all the time?

 

Sorry, didnt mean to piss you off, LOL. It's just that around here girls like to be treated bad and I just cant do that, thats not the type of person I am.
And although I am loyal and respectable, I don't think I'm that boring. I like to do off the wall things that some may call boring. Hangin on a rooftop feeling the sun and a cool summer breeze with a couple beers. Climbing to the top of a mountain and enjoying the view of everything, it makes you feel like the only ones alive.

Some may call that boring, but it's actually quite invigorating once you experience the small things taken for granted.

 

Lol I'm not pissed, just saying it's annoying when people say that to me and they're forgetting I'm an exception. Not to be arrogant but I kind of pride myself on being my own person.

And I wouldn't call that boring. I like simple things like that. People usually would only find it boring if they have nothing to talk about (empty heads, haha). Anyway, maybe you should go climb that mountain and see if there's a decent girl sitting up there you can talk to

 

I dont know if a chick I found up on top of a mountain by herself is someone I should be talkin to. Ever seen Wrong Turn or The Hills Have Eyes?

 

I was kind of joking but are you also saying you're someone that a girl finds sitting on top of a mountain by yourself is someone she should be talking to?

 

Ha! You got me there! But I do have some pretty rotten luck, so I would prob meet the girl of my dreams and I would prob end up gettin ax murdered and end up on her family's dinner table.

I gotta stop watching late night tv, LOL

 

Same here, I've got such horrible insomnia. Do what I do, watch That 70s Show on youtube instead of crappy late night tv lol

And look on the bright side, maybe they'll serve you on a nice bed of lettuce

 

Yeah, I'm beginning to think I'm a vampire. If I sparkle next time in the sun I'm seeking help. Well maybe not, being a vampire might be pretty cool.

I got one better for ya fastpasstv.com. Any show and movie you can think of. Watched Hot Tub Time Machine the other night, that was pretty funny.

 

lol I wish I could say I don't know what you are talking about. Even having not read Twilight I still have heard about the sparkling. Someone was on opiates when she wrote that book.

Thanks for the site, I'll check it out tomorrow when I can't sleep again.

 

Yea, I wish I didnt know that either, I got drug along on the premiere night of #2 with promises of scoring some OC afterwards. All the screaming in the theatre made it pure torture! Glad I was at least half drunk, LOL

 

You should have demanded the OC FIRST. lol Then along with the alcohol you'd be nodding and wouldn't remember a thing, thankfully.

Why were they screaming? lol

 

You try being surrounded by tween girls the opening night of a Twilight movie and you'll know exactly what I mean. The minute some dudes shirt comes off it sounds like a Backstreet Boys concert in there.

Yea some OC would have been sweet, but the chick I was with didnt have it, and she had to see Twilight before she took me to dude.

 

What tween girl who is into Twilight has a connect and you don't? lol

 

I smoked an oxy and it was awesome so whoever doesn't believe it works, IT DOES! Sorry, just had to share that cause i was a total nonbeliever.

 

I tried that. It does work, but doesn't last that long. In my honest opinion, it's a waste of oxy. Smokin is the only way my sister does it now and she can sit down and go through one blue after another. On her birthday we did 40 30mg pills in one night. But I snort them and that lasts much longer and you can save your shit. Each to his own though.

 

Yeah and the high from snorting is better. But smoking is just crack-head and twice as addictive. Never again...

 

Nah, it wasn't a tween that had the connect. It was this chick that I knew that was into witchcraft, she always talked about her coven and being able to curse people. I never took her seriously, she was pretty weird and kinda creeped me out (and thats pretty hard to do), but she was a kind person with a good heart so the other stuff didnt bother me. I dont judge just because someone looks different or practices witchcraft, if in the end they are a kind spirit I will be their friend regardless. I think people that judge or damn others because they are a so called 'Christian' or whatever are the worst people out their, just because you think you are on gods side doesnt make you better than anyone else. My mother said her aunt was a Christian, and she was one of the nicest dames ever. Never said a bad thing about anyone, thats a true person of faith.

 

Ahh okay. And I agree. Judge by personality alone. Actually, I'm not sure that is even called judgment at that point! haha

 

its crazy how fast your sex drive comes back though eh?

i've been on one opiate or another for about 2 years now and my sex drive is pretty much non-existant for the most part. but every morning when i wake up, which is when i have the least amount of meds in me, im horny as fuck haha. but after a few lines, those feelings are long gone..