opiate lounge

Im glad your well. I really miss being your slave princess.

 

You're the one who decided to end it. I'm too kind of a master to force you to stay. Oh well.

 

Even though i try to stay off of oxy everytime something traumatic and stressful happens i find myself running to the medicine cabinet instead of dealing with my problems.

I still stand by my statment that being sober is just as good as oxy addiction, if you are ignorant of the comparison.

Opiates make me into someone else, a person i absolutely love when im on them but someone i hate when im not. In short, i miss myself, if thats makes sense.

I threw 100 days sober away for some petty shit, i really wish i hadnt. Oh well, the bliss of smoked morphine will make me forget.

Im being a little dramatic, but do i ever have a love-hate relationship with opiates.

 

so
i'm shittin mud
body hurts, but pot and ibuprofen helps
my sex drive has already increased

 

Yeah. I wish i had some opiates right now. Even some tabs would set me str8. Oh well, I'm making a trip down to south florida this week so i should be set.

 

^haha see you there. is south florida really the oxy capitol now? lol

 

Heh, I know but I wondered if south florida was the only place that was known so well for it. I'm not sure whether to be proud I'm from here or not. lol

Who the hell gets them for 5 bucks? They're 10 where I am and sometimes 12 if the dealer wants to be an dick about it. Most of them have a script so theyre really making a profit no matter how much they charge.

 

Yeah the blue ones down there are 10-12 each. But i'm sure i can get 80's for 30-50 which i guess would be worth it. I'm leaving on monday. I got my plane ticket and everything. I cant wait to brag to all of you.

 

Is that the only reason you're coming? lol What city will you be in?

And btw what is your signature supposed to be? Those look like nutmegs but idk. lol

 

Its a step-by-step process on making poppy pod tea. I'm going to Punta Gorda which is just north of Ft Myers. He's been telling me about all the oxy's he gets down there so i decided to plan a trip down there. Punta Gorda is actually 20 min from the office that i order my poppy pods from so i'll get some of those also. Its gonna be an awsome week of opes.

 

Haha awesome. Are the effects pretty much the same?

I'm still south of where you'll be

 

Damn! You peeps are lucky! OC up here in PA go for pretty much $1 an mg, then you have to give the person getting them for you a couple bucks, or some of you OC. No one will introduce me to their dude saying that they dont want to meet new people, but I know its just so they can leech money from me. I was never an ass like that when I hooked people up.

 

Ouch! A dollar a mg?

Sometimes the deal with dealers is like that here. Mostly because they all live in hot areas so they don't want to bring in narcs, especially if they're buying in bulk. But yeah, the perk is that they get to rip people off. It sucks. My sister was my connect and she ripped me off all the time. Since I couldn't get it without her, I had to share everything I got fifty fifty and I paid. She didn't charge extra though for the trip, that's just fucked up. Come to florida and get better connects

 

I know what you mean, I have to go with the shiitty deals cause its all there is at the time, but as soon as I spend my dope allowance, an outrageously awesome deal finds me just as soon as I'm broke. Of course it's gone once I have money again, lol

I may just have to go there, I've been thinkin about plannin a vay-kay somwhere where I can score some easy/cheap opies, then just hangin out in the hotel or beach the whole time. I'm not sure wheter thats awesome or sad, lol.

What's the coke scene like in FL?

 

Heh, I've had that happen to me on more than one occasion.

To a fellow user, it is awesome. Do what you like and don't worry about what others may think lol how else will you live?

And with coke, I've only done it a couple times but it's actually pretty easy to get. Most people who sell oxys also sell coke or at least know where to steer you to get it.

 

My friend told me the coke they get down there is fishscale. That means it hasn't been cut up and rebricked. I got some blow tonight from mobile, AL and it was decent. Plus i got prescribed ambien so i've been eating them like candy all night.
Plus this gravity bong loaded with Satellite Queen to top off the night.
Then Probably another ambien via insuff to finish the night.
Oh and what a GOOD night it was!

 

You are 100% correct! I quit caring about what others think of me (to a point). If they dont wanna be my friend its their loss. I am one of the most loyal respectful people you'll meet. Everyone my age is caught up in drama or their public standing. The thing that pisses me off most is people that drink or smoke weed look down on me as some kinda degenerate because I do harder drugs.

Why can the government tell me what I can put in my own body whil they are mostly involved in sex/fraud and drug scandals themselves? Why do I have to be the bad guy because I enjoy life?

 

hehe yeah I try not to care either but there are still a few people who I never want to know what I do. And I agree totally. Not everyone who does drugs is a thieving fiend. I don't steal to get my money, I earn it. I don't deceive people either. To me, the only person I may harm is myself so it's no one else's place to judge. The government is so biased and hypocritical it's laughable most of the laws on drugs they dole out. Not to mention sexual/social issues (that's a whole other area I have strong opinions about).

I can see you are leaning towards the hedonistic way of life, like me. It's nice to see other people who enjoy life as you said. And if you're a bad guy, then so am I. Well, girl anyway

 

Yeah if you see my one thread about being stranded on an island, I talk extensively about how cool it would be if I were left to my own vices and laid back lifestyle.

One of my probs with being so open minded and being able to see through the bullshit is I'm having a hard time finding a girl to love me and be my best friend at the same time. I either end up with somone who uses me for monetary/personal gain and sleeps around on me, they are too far into drugs and leading me towards trouble, or they cant embrace my free spirited way.

Basically everyone mistakes my kindness for weakness, and its hard to find someone 'genuine' I can share my heart with. I just let them get away with their petty stuff, it justs doesnt warrant the effort to confront people on their greed and materialistic ways.

 

Oh wow, I had the same problem too. My friends always came to me for advice on guys and my intuition was almost always right. I can pretty much tell right away if a guy is the type that doesn't respect his girl. It's hard to find someone you click with that won't judge you, use you, or betray you. I've had all three happen to me.

I've had people who thought they could walk all over me because I was friendly and nice. And I can see how you feel it isn't worth confronting them. Being able to see through peoples' facades, it's obvious that confrontation won't cause them to see error in the way they treat others or to change. All you can do is be the best you can and if you can see it in yourself then you might be able to see it in someone else. As well as maybe share a real bond with that person. It would be nice to have someone who doesn't focus on superficial things so much.