I was just talking to my thai friend, and he says over in thailand they consider kratom an opiate. trippy huh?
ya its not that surprising actually cuz they cant get many opiates in thailand cuz the execution charges.. its easier to get a bag in california than in the place where a shit load of poppies are growing. cuz the laws.
a couple years back, i used to take a box of 30 actiq lollipops starting at 600mcg.. would go through thoses like every 2-3 days, then stepped up to 800mcg... same.. every 2-3 days.. then once in a while 1200mcg but those were a bit strong so those lasted for a little longer.. to be honest.. i don't know how i didn't die.
i have the most realistic dope dreams.. i was noddin dreaming about my friends pitbull lickin my cheek and i came to, jerkin my head away like it really happened. i will dream about a convo and wake myself up laughin from something someone said.
I get that too if I'm nodding hard. I'll wake up saying something in response to someone in my dream...
aint done no ox since that time with dmt... miss you guys, dont miss opiates really.. you guys would hate me cause I get plenty 20mg ocs just dont eat them of course I only have to work part time also..
I be having crazy lucid dreams when I go to sleep sober. You could imagine how it was like in jail, I only got high once in 6 months. Usually when I go to sleep fucked up, whether its alcohol, weed, or opies, its usually like a coma, I black out and just wake up the next day.. when I wanna have crazy dreams I have 2 go 2 sleep sober.
^^same That's probably one of the biggest benefits of being sober for me. Wicked awesome dreams are fun.
So a girl broke my heart, and to my one true mistress i return. our relationship and vows completely renewed. I had been 100 days clean, my longest in years, but when i turn to opiates, i shed no tears and feel no fears. I <3 opiates, i have never felt more loved. Opiates are always there when i need them most. When i feel her upon me i scream out in joy, Oxy is the mistress of bliss, the opiate aphrodite, the one whose love truly is forever. No matter how i behave, she will be with me untill my grave. Pod season is upon us, who has seen the free opium growing everywhere.... there are about 500 pods within 1km of my house waiting to be lanced.
I only have 1 roxi 30 left and I really need to save it for tomorrow morning...someone give me some inspiration to hold off until then
just think about the morning, play the scene in your head, you waking up and the first thing you'll be thinking (this is my case at least) is "I want a line!" and then you'll have one to go and crush up and sniff. I have 20mg saved because my dumbass blew 60mg of an OC80 and left this 20mg for god knows what because i won't be getting any OC til the weekend..
It's not worth my energy to hate you. I'm good though. I got back together with my ex and the only thing that sucks is he makes me promise not to do oxys. But oxys also decrease my sex drive. I'm bad. lol