opiate lounge

oh i see.

haha as long as you hook me up when i dont have anything as well. oxys dont grow on trees! lol

 

Mary being weed, molly being mdma, crystal being meth hehehehehe and my one true love being oxy. but, as much as i would like to think a relationship with a chemical is possible, it really is not lol

I think a 2 day break is enough, it shows that i could stop if i wanted to, right? so i think im gonna sniff 40mg when i get home.

though i want to get clean so i can improve my life, but oxy also improves my life so.......what do i do?

Next time im high on oxy im gonna take a pic of my pin prick pupils.

 

I wish I could give better advice. lol It improves my life too so my only solution is to try not to do it all the time and keep myself from being addicted. You appreciate it more when you space it out anyway.

 

I try that, but constantly fail. I just sit around and sell shit most of the time so its not like i have a reason to be sober. Its too easy to get, i can decide i wont do any then 20 mins later its delivered to my door.

I miss the summer, there were thousands of pods all over my city (and the thousands of girls in skirts, fucking winter, though boots are sexy....) and i would go cut them at night, then ransack the gardens with a knife and garbagebag during the day.... smoking the latex while high on OC is amazing.

Only one hour till i get home and i have OC and a half pound of dank, decisions decisions....

 

Reading an opiate forum all day ahs taken its toll, i've already decided that im gonna take 40mg when i get home and its all your fault...

Im out for the day, cya later

 

Not my fault you get tempted, sir!

 

It may not be entirely your fault, but your definetly not helping lol...

Railed 40mg, feeling pretty good.

 

Hey hey, I'm just respectful of a man and his lover. lol

And I AM helping you, if you think about it...

 

haha, thats true...

so im faced with the worst dilemma guys, i have no idea what to do with my life. I do realize i need money, and theres 3 ways i can get it.... growing weed, cooking meth, or working with my family.

(I hope my book gets published but im not counting on it...)

any suggestions on the best choice? having a job is pretty bullshit so im leaning towards growing and cooking....

 

Get a job as a waiter. The higher-end the restaurant, the better. Having cash tipouts every night is a great confidence booster in that it is (near) instant gratification. other benefits include:

1. (usually) a free meal or two. This is a great way to save money.
2. Excellent tax returns.
3. Great way to build one's people skills
4. Cash. Cash. and more Cash.


I did this through my college years, and I have to say, at times it was quite stressful, but all-in-all it was a worthwhile experience. Hourly, I averaged $14-18/hour. Pretty nice.

 

dude your sig is dope. thats the god right there, best rapper ever.

 

Kilo....I concur.

On a side note, I share the same B-day as Nas (sept. 14th)
and my girlfriend is born Dec. 4th. (Jay-Z)

 

are you like, an expert on rapper's birthdays? lol

 

LOL no. Jay has a song called "Dec. 4th", and Nas references Sept 14th in one of his LP's. I love all music. Except House/techno.

 

lol good to know. It's kind of annoying when you meet someone who only listens to rap. There's less and less rap that I consider worth listening to these days. Th 90s hip hop and rap had better quality and less hoes and sex (not that I don't like hearing about sex because I do haha, but when it becomes the only thing you talk about and you rant about females being walking pussies I'm like ugh go fuck yourself). Oh, and more coherence. lol

 

I agree. The "golden age" of hiphop (late 80's through the 90's) is my favorite era. Nowadays, hiphop is going through a recession. There aren't as many thought provoking artists, and thats primarily the major record label's faults. But other than rap, I love:

Queen (Freddy Mercury is a God)
Simon and Garfunkel
John Denver (particularly the Rocky Mountain High album)
Ray Charles
Stevie Wonder
Stevie Nicks
Modest Mouse
Coheed and Cambria (don't laugh)
Sinatra

thats my current playlist.
What's yours?

 

I've been on a MF DOOM binge for the last 2 years..

 

Eminem is the shit.

 

You have great taste!
Let's see....

Dave Matthews Band
Pink Floyd
Crosby, Stills, and Nash
Creedence Clearwater Revival
Aerosmith
Queen (most definitely!)
Stevie Wonder is the shit
Sublime
Muse
Janis Joplin

I can't even begin to name them all lol

 

Ohhh I forgot Creedence and Sublime! Sublime rocks...their live album 'Stand By your Van' was my favorite, until my little brother scratched it up. I take solace in the fact that it was ruined because he listened to it so much. What is Muse?