oooh thats weird...

*starts dancing*



but hey yeah shu'em...
it's pretty unknown...got a couple of things going here in holland.
in belgium and in spain. but it basically is sufism, teached by Frederic Abbaji. if you look for things on sufism, check out Hazrat Inayat Khan

 

*dances too, because it's fun*

I'm going to have to look this up. I know very little on the matter.

 

"The house in which he grew up was a crossroads for visiting poets, composers, mystics, and thinkers. There they met and discussed their views (religious and otherwise) in an environment of openness and mutual understanding. This produced in the young man a sympathy for many different religions, and a strong feeling of the "oneness" of all faiths and creeds."

(In a biography of Hzrat Inayat Khan)-->this is a pretty cool background to live in. So he was influenced heavily by nomadic artists and thinkers?

So what inspired this sudden change of heart, despite the living in a shu'em community for three months?

 

well...
it's not all so sudden.
i have been believing in what sufism teaches without connecting it to sufism for 5 years now. the way of thinking, it kinda came to me after i was forced to live alone at 13.
then a year ago after things just really where going bad bad bad for me
i went online one day, computer was stuck on this asshole website with showed me one peacefull line of text i wasn't really into about staying calm and a thing in which you could subscribe for something,
so i filled in that form like this: hi, i'm lisa, your website seems to dig my computer a bit too much, and my phonenumber.
then i got this call from a guy who was just so nice and understanding!!!
understanding dammit, no one understood me before!
and next day i was at his house/school
got a healing and suddenly i had just enough money to study there
and so i did, every weekend, from friday evening til sunday noon
i was there meditating, learning etc. and so i met alot of people who
showed me the way in sufism and in shamanism (and abit of buddhism)
so thats seven months of a pretty intense training, and then 3 months of very very intense training.
though that was indeed sufi-shamanism, universal sufism is still sort of new to me, though all the things i read i recognize for at least 80%.
what a long ass story this is my god.
today i e-mailed a sufi societygroupthing and asked them if i could maybe
join meditations, or if they give courses or something else so i can
explore and learn more about this.

 

Wow. To everything.

That's an AWESOME story. You were forced to live alone at 13?

 

if i could sit and spend a day with one person, famous or non!, it'd be you lisa =)

 

i luff your sig , you look to be a comforter

 

me? heh, thanks. love is what i love =)

but, lisaaa is the comforter* she's a healer's healer*** to me anyways =)
and i love her and appreciate and respect and admire her for the love she's been sharing with me~~
ouuoooooo
undying love****
=)
for lisa =)

 

oh my...
thanks for the love and the respect, and all the love and respect right back to you!

and bocks, yes...i was 13, had to quit school and all kindsa shit, a long long story
that i don't want to be out on a forum like this. lotsa hurting and pain, but also
a lot that i have learned from it ofcourse.

and yes ethan...that is a great picture of you, it's a real 'come here lemme give you a hug' picture =)

 

Heck Yes ^^^^^^

 

ahahahha,IF yer talkin bout his sig pic,ahahhaha,, its in our living room,, an yes hes a hugger..

WE LOVE YOU ETHAN!!!

 

=))

i love you all too**
if it weren't for the feelfreefarm, i wouldn't be on my feet today - and that's the godddd damnnnn truth. i'll always remember you guys***

hows the homestead going? gettin colddd as fuckk probably =P
the morning i left, there was frost alllll over the place. on the ground and on the trees =) my first time every seeing a winterwonderland =)

 

Gotcha.

 

wow this became a weird long thread

 

it was destined to with a title like "oohh, that's weird"
=P

 

lol...yeah that's true =P

 

exactly
i knows what i'msa talkin' about
=P

lol
forgive me, for i am weird

 

that'll get you thru life

 

hooray
i'll get through life =P
now i can do all the things i wanted
haha

*see what i mean?*

 

i think i take the cake with weirdness though =P

maybe not,
but probably =P