One Shiva

Sounds very Shiva like!

How many mics you estimate that was?

 

this is what i was thinking


shit writer, sounds intense. i don't doubt that you will be back, but i could be wrong. things happen. do what you feel is right in whatever decisions you do :cheers2: life and living

 

with her big hard cock right in my kisser :eggnog:

Ho boy do I ever feel raped and ragged. Overall good trip, maybe will prove to be my best one ever, if I can integrate the inner changes into my outer life successfully. I feel like I aged 10 years last night.

Wish I had a benchmark with which to make a guesstimate. Source says they are 200mic i believe.

Hui'ko, upon wanting to receive teachings from Boddhidharma (the man who brought zen from india to china), was unsuccessful in even getting eye contact with his mentor until he cut of his own arm in front of the man. Boddhidharma then felt he was ready. I have some sawing to do.

none, absolutely tasteless!

Of course I'm in a different place than a year ago, big time. I am much more in tune with things and aware of levels of meaning that I had previously neglected or dismissed. Don't get me wrong here. I could take 10 shivas no problem. No problem. A nice day at the river, ten shivas, wow dude, would be fucking heaven. I'll do it still one day. Set and setting were definitely not on my side. I took it on impulse before going out to a busy bar district. Nuff said? The visuals were pretty strong. Not as strong as 2 hofies but getting there, it was more of mindfuck/emotional trip. Although about 30 minutes in the trailing was getting so strong that I had to hold on to the wall at some points. 45 minutes in, when I felt like 3 hours had passed, I was having a hard time speaking.

I think potency here is more significant than you think. This one hit was almost as strong as those 5 hits I took years ago. It's not entirely accurate to say that I'm getting more affected by smaller doses, because you are defining dose as number of blotters, but contents of blotters are highly variable so it's a poor measure unfortunately. And we don't have accurate ug data.

With these you should leave them outside on a hot day for a few hours and then ring them out dry before putting them in your mouth.

Yeah man, the more I become familiar with the state of ++++ the more insane it is to go there. Although last night was not so much about ego death and personal dissolution as it was a flood of repressed things that needed to be dealt with.

I will never again take acid in a party setting. Eeeeeever. What was I thinking, I've already had this happen once before, acid ruining my evening's plans. Last time was on 15 hit overdose, I thought this time, 1 hit won't hurt anything. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Respect for lucy increased thousand fold.

It really is

Serious, serious psychedelic business. This shit would make Leary pop a benzo :rofl:. Visionary, shamanic stuff, medicine of the oversoul.

Again almost 200% hofmann strength imo

 

I know how ya feel man. I been there, not on 1 hit though I would love to eat some of that shit

 

hahahahahahhahahahaha Well that's just all kinds of funny right there:tongue:

Sounds like a pretty profound experience, man. I guess congratulations are in order

 

So a Shiva is like a universal batch? I mean not literally universal, but i mean, 1 Shiva in Toronto is equal to 1 Shiva in Chicago? Same with Hoffmans, etc?

 

nope, unless you get it from the same person i do. I know that it is hitting north america all over right now, and is also flooding EU. So the odds are good that if you see that distinct print, it is the same ones, but obviously not guarranteed. anybody can buy that blotter paper and sell it with crappy or no acid content.

 

Also, the really potent ones can be mishandled and lose some potency, which would be horribly unfortunate.

 

Heh Heh, I used to referr to those type of trips as "Blowin the cobwebs out"

After being put in a situation totally out of my control that ended in violence while frying very hard I also vowed never again in a crowd or situation in which I wasn't in control. Since then almost all my journey's have been solo flights, it's ok though, I'm an experienced pilot.

 

arty:

 

I had a very difficult mushroom experience that didn't leave me wanting to quit all drugs, but it certainly eased my desire for tryptamines. In fact, I haven't done one since...chickened out at the last moment a couple weeks ago and turned down some deemsters. I'm just waiting until I really want a tryptamine experience again.

 

I feel for you brothaman... life is real.

I had a two year acid binge end abruptly with an ego shattering two hit trip (I've eating much more than that at a time) . Sometimes it comes at you faster than expected... sometimes you realize you knew the deal the whole time. Either way, you gained a serious respect for an amazing substance. Acid rocked you and you still respect it. Keep that respect, its universal

love learn live

edit: I'm finally back in the headspace where I can hang out with Lucy every once in a while, but it took me almost a year of intergrating to catch up to her

 

I've only been here for a little while, but I have never read something like this coming from you. It does seem like a positive learning experience, even for a much more active user, so it's safe to say, there is no taming lucy.

 

I can be your toilet

And we must speak about this trip and get to the root of it

<3

 

Oh, you meant regarding flushing stash..
I thought you were going off on the reeeaallly kinky side for a minute there.

 

You will never know will you I'm sure some of my conversations with Writer are dirtier than a toilet.

 

Uggggh let's hope not ^ that dirty. :coffee:

 

Again.. You will never know

 

nor do i want to.