I am sorry you are going through this ): . I just got put on Celexa and seroquel (a very small dose before I go to bed because I have night tremors) to replace pot and it's working. I would quit smoking pot because there is eveidence from liberal institutions that articulate it's tendency to induce psychosis. It's like taking a different dose of a different medication every time you buy a new bag. I would be honest with your doctor about your addiction to it. I feel the same way about herbals, there is no effective way to measure out their dosage in the States. I know countries like Germany control them and perscribe Valerian, St. John;s Wort etc and they are very effective when their potencey is controlled. As an ex pot smoker (everynight almost) I would strongly encourage you to give it up and find a controlled replacement, which it sounds like you want to do. Good luck and if you wanna talk pm me. I was on lexapro too and effexor...and paxil...I tried everything and finally celexa was 'the one'. I've only been taking it for a week but I notice a huge difference already.
Why didn't you like Celexa. Just out of curiosity. I just started it and take it with wellbutrin for DID treatment