Nakedness

More than thirty years ago, my ex and I were on holiday at a small hotel in Greece. Our room was slightly below level ground with a sunken patio area for sunbathing.

After undressing for bed one night, she wandered outside in the nude. When finished in the bathroom or whatever, I went out to look for her. I found her standing there in the garden enjoying the sensation of feeling the cooler air on her naked body.

I think we stood in silence for a while until our eyes adjusted to the dark. The steps up to the hotel entrance were just above to the side. It occurred to me that anybody coming into the hotel might see us. Possibly, they'd trigger some sort of automatic lighting. We could hear the voices of people walking past in the street just a few feet away.

Then clearly aroused, she fell backwards onto a sunbed and spread her legs. We fucked right there out in the open. The possibility that we'd be discovered by someone definitely added some spice to the situation. Not caring that they might because you're carried away in the moment is uniquely liberating. It's a wonderful feeling to share with a partner.

It always blows me away when a normally modest conservative woman loses her inhibitions like that. It rarely happens and only when they're totally chilled out say on holiday.

Another time, she surprised me by letting anybody who cared to look see her completely naked as she changed swimming costumes by a busy pool at an upmarket hotel. It was no accident as there was no towel involved. She quite deliberately took off the cossy that she was wearing and dropped it in her bag, before reaching for another, a one piece.This was so out of character for her. It wasn't even as if anyone else had been doing it - it wasn't that kind place although many women were topless.

She'd have been in her mid forties at the time. I never asked her why she did it. Maybe she got an exhibitionist buzz out it or maybe she was trying to impress me with how wild she could be. It seemed almost like she was making a sacrifice of her modesty for me. Seeing her be so atypically carefree about her nakedness in public, made me feel that I loved her absolutely. I really admire women with that sort of confidence and wish I'd told her how it had affected me. I still feel sad, that ultimately she wasn't quite the right person for me and the relationship didn't work out.