Naked... and Not so naked.. Ganja Smokers..

except to me sex is really important, when im in a relationship sex is my way to express love, and the only time i feel it. wierd

and im having a hard time believing that you are struggling to find some dick sasha, 11 months just sounds unbelievable to me, if i was in your town id break your doorbell from ringing it so much

 

no, just socially inept

 

*Sigh* Sadly its true 11 months about a couple weeks ago i decided to hook up with my Ex, but then i found out he had a girflfriend so i felt kinda bad...
N then after days of him insisting he wasnt happy i agreed to it.
But he ended up ditching me so i made that the last time id agree to anything with him

 

I havent gotten any in like 8 months and it wasnt even that good. Actually it was pretty bad. If something comes along so be it but Im not looking too hard.

 

Thats sucks^

 

Awww that makes my heart ache for you. Sex is a great expression of love but it makes me sad that that is the only time you can feel love. Maybe you haven't met the right person yet? Or did you have some bad sexual experiences in the past?

 

not enough im sure lol. but im getting pretty desperate as well

 

K, I'm going to ask you way too many personal questions that you dont have to answer, but whatcha said got my gears turning.

Do you have a hard time feeling love for everyone, like your family and friends too, or is it just with people you get intimate with? And if you don't feel love when you arn't havng sex, what do you feel towards them all the other times?

 

Yeah it was fuckin wierd it was almost as if she though the head of my dick was off limits for some strange reason. Also alot of instructions had to be given. It was just overall not a great time lol

 

maybe its because during sex everything is out, nothing can be hidden from your lover. and i really havent had a great relationship yet, either they were fuckin whores that slept around, or crazy bitches that scared the fuck out of me (as in stayed in the relationship an extra year cuz i was terrified id be killed in the night)

but im always on the lookout, im really interesting ladies i swear, im lots of fun and i can make you laugh. bitches be blind to quality.

idk stella i hope i can change that but i really need a girl to do so.

if only i were gay it would be easier, gay guys love me.

 

You can apply this to everyday relational conversations and activites too. But it's really scary! Authenticity is scary because just putting yourself out there, completely, hiding absolutely nothing, can lead to rejection and hurt and all that bad stuff. But with the right person, being honest and authentic can be the most beautiful thing in the world, filling your heart up with pure light and warmth, knowing that regardless of who you are in the inside, your partner not only accepts that, but encourages you to strive toward self discovery. I truly hope you can find someone to share this with! And wow, that sounded so corny and cliche, but it's true!

 

hey i dont mind, your showing interest, thats what matters i suppose.

im pretty indifferent to my family, im polite to them if that matters, my sister is one of my 2 actual friends, but the rest of the ppl in my life are not that important to me. but i really mean the ppl im intimate with.

as for the rest of the time, well..., i guess im interested in knowing what makes them tick, ive always been an observer so i talk and end up really liking them, but love doesnt come, i guess when im not having sex with them i am familiar or friendly to them.

its strange and convoluted

 

Bah I want to continue this conversation but I'm off to work, but my gears are definitely turning and thinking about all this haha. I'll talk to you all later, have a wonderful Thursday!

 

you too, just pm me with Q's if you are really interested

 

he speaks the truth

 

Too much talking not enough pictures,
I expect to have you all post at least one picture, or you all wont see the 100 outfits i have left, (yes im blackmailing you)

I'll start again

 

wowzaa

 

god damn sasha..

ya got any raver dreads?

 

holy moley