Manipulation

Thats it, you're going on my friends list, no ifs or buts about it, and i am mostly selective about who i put on there so consider yourself lucky

 

yeah man

but i make sure i repay the favor

they must think its alright to do it to someone so i do it to them

 

haha...

consider yourself lucky I haven't stabbed you in the face.

 

You're into that aren't you?

anway im sure it would do me no harm unless you got me in the eye or , temple... i have bones of steal... really, not literally, but really i do.

 

Somewhat...

We can always find out.

 

Please dont, you will do damage if you strike from within my mind, i didnt consider thats the side you were on in my previous assessment.

 

This is true, and the mind is so much more valuable then face skin, or even an eyeball...

 

Oh yeah. In my first two long term relationships I was manipulated constantly, and it made me turn into this really mean person who would bounce back and forth between those two relationships in order to hurt both guys because I felt so manipulated.
I feel bad because it was literally my goal to make manipulate them 100 times worse than they did to me. I played some fucked up head games.
I'm happy, and I know one of the guys is happy...I hope the other one is too, but when I visited home I heard he was still alone, smoking pot 24/7 and still lived in the same house, alone at 37. That is just sad to me because I know how much he doesn't want to be alone. I wish I was a big enough person to have just walked away from both of them the first time I felt manipulated or like they were taking my kindness for weakness.
I've been manipulated a lot, though, by people really close to me. It makes it super hard to trust people and wonder what their motives are and makes me kinda ashamed for being so naive and turning evil trying to get people back.

 

I guess since I have forgiven people who have manipulated me my next step is to forgive myself for being so awful and not walkign away and for putting myself in situations that haven't been the smartest or safest.

 

Jess,
Just forgive and forget. The circumstances are shitty, but you have a beautiful baby out of it. What a great gift to come out of a crappy situation.
HUGS

 

Enranged Angel has a baby and is named Jess? cool.

 

yep, she's also hella hot and has a great sense of humor.

 

I like talking to you, it is a great way to get to know Jess

P.S. doesnt take a genius to work out she has a great sense of humour

 

i manipulate people. i try not to be evil, and i try really hard not to do it anymore. i try really hard to be forthright and honest, but in real life, it's the best weapon in my arsenal, and having it there makes it too easy not to use it. you have to understand where i'm coming from. i'm the pushover in the family. trying to survive when you're half the size, half the strength and half the temper and arrogance of everyone else without manipulation is just asking to be punched in the mouth, continuously, by an alcoholic in a black rage.

but dave, he doesn't like that shit. cant say that i blame him.

 

If someone can be easily manipulated, its their own damn fault. And they deserve to be manipulated.

And yes, I suck.

 

DEATH BY OREO!!! hahaha. are you a subscriber to a seven deadly sins art page?

 

I only just got that she was suppose to be dead... i thought she was just pale and creepy... of course i dont go out during day light hours so a pale shade of skin is quite normal for me to see.

 

rock on . I wish she was still on here, so she could read this. I have a feeling she doesn't know how great she is and that's ashame.

 

i imagine that would change your perspective a bit.

 

Nope.

I also like Death by bananas :



Pretty cool.