Lucifer Sam's Lonely Hearts Club Thread

Is it bad that I chuckled at that?

Oh, sorry. I was actually being pretty lighthearted about it, though.

 

Aw, well y'all have it very right. Being outgoing and friendly is a great step towards meeting new people. I used to be incredibly shy, so I know it can be hard to overcome at first, but believe me, it gets a lot easier. And if you don't have confidence... you fake it. You fake it until it becomes natural. Sort of like if you tell yourself any lie long enough, you will start to believe it. It wasn't too hard for me to stop being so shy, because I can easily manipulate my own mind this way.

Now as for my love life, do I really belong here? Maybe not seeing as I am in love. I am in love, and I'm being serious, for once I'm not talking about a guitar. I'm in love with the most amazing person I've ever met, she's... my angel truly. Gorgeous inside and out, more importantly allows me to have one place in the world I can be myself. I was going to explain it, but, I don't want to really. I don't like to talk about her a whole lot, it's one of the few things I keep kind of private.

There was somebody else I was interested in, but in hindsight I'm glad it didn't work out. He had so many problems, I couldn't help him. No matter how I tried, I couldn't reach him. He's since been kicked out of school, and as far as I know, is still in the pyshc ward.

And everybody else... I guess I could try harder to get to know them, if I really wanted to, but right this moment I don't.

Don't worry, I'll share my good day with you. You're more deserving of it than I.

As for Derek... you go to college hun. That place has to be swarming with beautiful and intelligent women, surely one deserving of you. Why don't you get to know one of them? And you're in high school, most high school girls are... ... ... okay, I don't blame you for not asking them out.

And although it is most likely very little consolation to you, I'll always love you.

But you have got to stop this business of having babies with other women. It hurts my poor little feelings.


If y'all have trouble making friends, I can tell you guys that it really does get easier, you just have to have faith in yourselves. It's never as hard as it seems. If you're looking for love, well, you can do your best, but it's not always in your control. You can't make somebody love you, just as they can't make you love them if it just isn't there. Those things tend to sneak up on you.

Have a nice day lonely hearts.

Katie

 

Hey, that was a really great post, Katie.

 

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wow thats not just a great quote thats the greatest lol (greaty haha) im sorry about the boy u knew who went into the mental hospital...my dad used to work in one, so i no how they r..but im glad u met someone nice =) and its good that u were able to do that, make urself not shy, i pray that someday every shy person can do the same
love
everyones friend
madison

 

Madison... you're a welder? Awesome.

 

Another three cheers for the still-lonely... congrats katie... !

 

Congrats on what?

 

Wow. As odd as it seems, that made my day.

Well, with that having been said, I need to go do some writing. Haven't in a while and I need some therapy.

Peace Love and the Lonely Hearts Club,
Krystin

 

Go write some, Krystin. I'm a writer too, it can be very good therepy.

Do you share what you write, or is it just for yourself?

 

yep! im madison the melter ! hahaha lol actually im REALLY good at what i do, i just started learning to work with metal a few months ago from my friends dad. he like flipped out the day i started cus i did so good...he goes "omg, iv never in all my years seen anyone besides u learn in an hour what takes most ppl 3 weeks..." ...yea, he gave me a big head about it lol i really think i found my calling...hahah lol

 

i write too =) i share SOME of mine...it really helps me vent when theres no one to talk to...

 

Yeah, writing is amazingly useful that way.

 

Xenia.

 

Oh well... thanks, but I left out the problem there... she...

nevermind. I don't want to talk about it.

Thanks.

 

Nope. I laugh at it every day of my life. I'm laughing on the inside, of course, I think my boss would be pretty annoyed if she knew what a joke I think this crock of shit is.

I know, I know. I was in a pissy mood yesterday, and that thought just depressed me, hunny. I didn't mean to sound so pissed.

It's just that all us girls on HipForums are in love with you, and we'd freak if you weren't around. We'd all have to go into mourning simultaneously, tearing our clothes and thowing dirt on ourselves like the Egyptians. ROFL!

 

It depends on what I'm writing...I'll share if it's about politics or cynical crap or media commentary.

I wrote some Life Policies. I don't know why. I'll post 'em in that Writing forum place. The thread shall be called "Life in the Context of Krystin Nicole Page." And it shall be glorious!

 

Hehe, well actually, I wasn't really laughing at your job, I was just laughing at what you said.

Ok, I understand... I guess!

LMAO, this I know!

 

So true.

haha, yes it will be glorious.

 

oh im soo happy we and sorta worried at the same time...

just managed to get ahold of a number of a girl i liked back a school (i lost it on my old sim card....) after i left school i found out her bf was cheating with some bimbo i didn't really talk to much.. never had the chance to talk to her cos i lost her number a week after..

anyway im hoping after 2 years i might have a chance with her now (found out shes not seeing anyone (thank god))

just smsed her now and the butterflies have started ! rofl

wish me luck !

 

Well... I know what you mean (I think)... even though it remains unspoken. If you ever feel the need to release, go right ahead... I'll be happy to share all the things troubling me as well...