On the flipside of the globe, you eat cheap microwavable meals off of paper plates alone, ride your bicycle to work, where workload keeps you busy. Spinning on your axis all day long, until weekends come to punctuate the stark, void apartment. A desk, a chair, a mattress and a suitcase full of sealed memories. No phone calls, never, the telephone choked on its chord. Turn on the T.V. for no reason other than to drown out the patched portraits of loved ones. And to postpone the arrival of night till dawn, with a friendly bottle of whiskey and aspirin. Until finally like a disemboweled pinata you plunge from the ceiling, when the dark haloed eyes cease to blink. Brilliant...and sad.
Thank you so much for sharing the pics are a hoot... #'s cause for pause. Very insightful and thought provoking.
Cigarette ash leans, soporific. This stranger may disregard, tap casually on the stump. Call me an invalid, unable to wash the face of soot. Chemicals introduced, converse, but we must be speaking in foreign tongues. Curiosity in not enough, and alas, I don’t partake in vulgar commerce.
nothing. fear of 8 ball forecasts, i fear to lower my shades, step forward into rewind, decimals define, limit choices. i am predisposed to quiver, every time you tauten my syllables and make me decide. i rinse memory but blame tartar sticks to the mind, as he snarls and scolds, silently. i’m unaware of why. but i practice guessing, estimating intensity of eruptions, begging for good traction, as we pivot and i dig into myself. my face bloats by midnight, i share my phlegm, she listens, spoon feeds me advice and groats. our dependency on facts hurls me to the centrifuge walls. 3 multiplied by 22, all in 1 day. this is too much, i say. so i gnaw on a battered pillow and hiccup through the night.
Filled with layer and layer of personal impacting... multiple choice paths of feeling. These were the three that resonated the strongest for me.
I cave in, secrete required words. Relapse, resort to spitting on pride, and ask for charity, conscious in advance, I will be denied. It doesn’t hurt too much to try. And remorse is just something to occupy time.
I want to be your sui generis coquette. If I greeted you on a threshold in a silk kimono, would you be curious about my repertoire and why I smile so slyly. It’s not surprising, that I would be ravenous but wary. Keep one eye open at all time, in case you try to slink under the cover. Let’s not forget, your absence made me thirsty. So your tonic eyes, water, gleam, and dim with morning lights.
*sighs* gorgeous poem, commanding of respect... so many powerful images all flowing together in breathtaking precision. "in case you try to slink under the cover." Oh, but isn't this when reason caves into ecstasy and the mind-sight is lost in waves of attentive sensation.
KX, you're on a roll, alright! I just don't know what to say... These two stanza's... they're amazing, wow... speechless, i am... and this... *sigh* that's so good... induces bitter/sweet emotions this does, for me... just incredible, KX, your latest offerings, are... (and ya beat babel fish!) what does "sui generis coquette" mean? All translation's of mine failed... :$
Thank you all for commenting!! And Fulmah, babel fish wouldn't help ya!! "sui generis coquette" = 'one of a kind/unique flirt' Sui generis is latin. And again thank you for reading.