In these forums I've read good advice about rebounds. Look them up to anyone in these situations. It hurts like crap, but it sometimes can help. I've been there and beyond. And I've also been a fool sometimes. No matter.
You have to think of YOU now Kindwoman, relax your mind and find yourself. Even if it takes a few nights sleep or a few hours of meditation. Try to think straight and consider all your realistic paths forward in life. Peace to you.
Come on over, I'll buy you drinks till we get shit-faced, we'll smoke some nice herb, hang out, and forget all our troubles for awhile. Mty light's always on and my bowl's always packed.