Just say it

I am trying not to let things get me down, but one thing and another keep going wrong and after 3 hours of sleep I am just drained. I just hope we both have good energy to enjoy our wedding. Yep I get married on sunday, on the beach, in an beautiful 60s dress. It is gorgeous. can not wait to actually wear it in front of everyone. well actually that is a very good thought. Just need to smoke some more and clear this stupid depressive state away.

 

I'm sure everything will be fine. When the wedding is actually taking place, you will be all smiles and the entire world will disappear, and all that will be left is the fact that you and your man are becoming husband and wife

A 60's dress, eh? You sound like my girl. She wants to get married in a nice, vintage-style wedding dress, as well, except her and her friend are going to design it themselves.

Definitely smoke some more and zone out on some positivity. You'll be fine and it'll all be worth it

 

thanks! It is going to be amazing I am sure. and now I feel a ton better, after smoking some more. Mary Jane is my best friend tonight.
Your girl sounds really sweet. vintage is the way to go. especially with wedding dresses.

 

You're welcome Mary Jane is always your best friend. She is the only friend in the world who will never let you down:sifone:

I agree. She is amazing The fact that her arms are basically covered in tattoos will make her look extra beautiful in her vintage wedding dress; especially since she plans on making it a sleeveless dress. I'm so excited to see her beautiful self walking down the aisle, even though it'll be a couple of years from now.

 

I know she is the only friend that isnt letting me down lately unfortunately. but still I love her. hehe

that is going to be a gorgeous bride! I can just tell by the way you talk about her. so you know you are going to marry her?

 

Yes, Miss Mary is a very loyal companion:sifone:

Indeed, she is going to be a very gorgeous bride, as if she isn't already very gorgeous I do know I want to marry her and she want to marry me, but I'm not gonna say for certain that we're going to get married, because I don't want to jinx it. haha We have already made plans though and fully intend on tying the knot, asap

 

that is great, super happy for you . I know about not wanting to jinx things, I waited so long to even say to my man that I loved him just to make sure it was real first, before I said it. and almost 2 years later. we are getting married.

 

Yeah it's really easy to get paranoid and superstitious when you want so badly to hold on to something/someone good in your life, especially when you're so accustomed to nothing good in your life ever lasting for very long.

I'm very happy that you have found some lasting happiness, considering how few people are lucky enough to ever find such a thing

 

thanks man! It took one bad marriage, and a lot of abusive exes, to get to an real man that treats me right, and makes me happy. I am very thrilled. I just took my time getting to know him longer than anyone else, before I jumped the gun, and moved in, and also, getting married obviously. I am very happy! and on the day before my wedding at 1 am, here I am writing on hf. LOL.

 

I fucking hate the song 'American Woman'. It makes me wanna put a gun in each ear and one in my mouth.

 

If the lyrics of that song trouble you, what do you think of the treatment of women in all the mainstream rap recordings?

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My back is fucking killing me and its harshing all over my weekend. I have no weed and am on my time if you know what I mean.

 

i can't sleep even though i'm dead tired right now.

 

I never understood the appeal of Golf, to me its the stupidest "sport" ever

 

Golf puts me to sleep. The quiet voices of the commentators make me go sleepy-bye.

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it.

 

This philosophy makes me think. and realize that...

Sobriety is like a brand new car. No options, no modifications, no pimped out stereo, no mag rims, no paint job, no nostalgic stories of g.i. joes stuck in the air vent.

Drugs are like modifications. Weed is the badass head unit with the mp3player input. Heroin is the heated leather seats. Acid is the chameleon paint job, Alcohol is the supercharged turbo engine, ecstacy is the dual climate control, Meth is the aftermarket gagues with rpm, voltage, oil pressure, air , gas, electric meters, and shrooms are the moonroof, duude.

 

Fuckin awesome If I could give you rep right now, I would

 

Its all good...

 

You are too clever.

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