January Shelter Of Random Facts XLIV

malia i hope the 6 pounds isnt off one boob?...it would be hard to walk all lopsided

i will take this oppurtunity to boast that my weight hasnt changed since grade 9...about 34 years running

132 pounds soaking wet

 

damn rolling i thought you be more than that

im 140-143 always have been, i want to be at 150, cause i need to put on some muscle weight..

i was 150 for 1 year when i worked for ups in shipping and sweated my ass off all night moving freight, crazy fucking job that was, but fun

 

Thanks man... Feel lucky that you have such a spirit guide... I'm doing this all by myself.

System won't let me rep you at the moment.

Not sure what this is... Also I really don't know when I was born... For some reason I'm thinking 3:00 in the morning but I could be way off in that. I was very young at the time.

 

She is often a comfort...and often like a demon. But that's probably just me.

What were the month and year? That's all that's necessary.

 

Updates:

I'm loving my hair.

The car got windex'd, vacuumed, and the wheels washed today. All I have to do is Armorall the interior tomorrow and it'll be already to take me, my daughter and her girlfriend's out tomorrow night.

 

Sorry somehow it double posted when I tried to correct

 

Alrighty there Aerianne ! :2thumbsup:

 

I have no random facts to report tonight. I feel uber boring.

 

im drinking blueberry tea

 

Outstanding. :2thumbsup:

You should have used your extra post as an opportunity to spill some horrendous secrets from your past!

No one who uses terms like "uber boring" could EVER be uber boring.

I'm drinking wine. But that's not really news, is it? Oh here's some news: I'm also eating cheese. Cabot's Seriously Sharp Cheddar. Yummers.

 

I wont judge, no reason to.

Honestly if ya gonna drink often and get drunk often wine is the way to go. Its the most 'healthy' way to consume alcohol.

At least you not drinking mickeys malt liquor, ice house, pbr, strait JD, crown royal, hennessy like its water...cause that all i drank day n and day out.

 

I knew you wouldn't judge. You're too together a person to do that.

There was a time, not long ago, that I sat on my bed every night with a bottle of vodka on the floor next to me, and just kept pouring and sipping straight shots until I passed out.

At one point I realized that if I kept doing that some people with some power were going to cause major problems for me. So I found the strength to stop. Obviously you know what that's like - even more than I do, cuz you stopped completely. I just changed from vodka to beer. It was enough for me, and it made a big difference. After a couple years I gave myself permission to change to wine. It has worked out fine, so I'll probably keep going with it.

And I still have part of a bottle of absinthe on the floor next to me - 110 proof. In the old days that would have gone straight down my gullet. As it is I'm holding off for an appropriate time, and will dilute as per the standard treatment. For me this is amazing progress from just over three years ago.

 

I would love to grab a bottle of a lachini pino noir from my work, its $12 a glass and it smells so fucking good, and its a lighter color...oh man...i can't cause that will be the start of it again. That wine looks so good though. Their are over 6,000 bottles from hundreds of vineyards of wine at my work so more than one of them look good.

 

Laying in bed, fresh out the shower smoking weed with the boyfriend.

 

How about...

"Nov. 5, 1956-May 21, 1958.......Taurus.................Scorpio"


I have no idea what that means... :leaving:

 

know youre addicted to the internet, when your researching waterproof computers.. for taking a bath with..

 

i tjought you was talking about cars..

 

Here you are:

Moon's Nodes in Scorpio and Taurus

The north lunar node in Scorpio and the south lunar node in Taurus show you the most important moral for you in this life: you have to reduce that heavy load that resulted from an excessive and possessive conscience, which has become outdated.

You must change your idea of the existence; you have to admit there is a need of experiencing a “rebirth of the spirit”.

In the past you felt the need to get hold, mainly, of tangible and countable belongings; you wanted to create solid basis and reach a sense of security and tranquility, apart from the pleasurable fulfillment that these goods brought about to you.

But now the challenge is to accept you need some change and transformations; you need to get rid of all those bridges to the past and all ties to materialistic values.

To make a step forward in the field of personal growth, you must learn to “release” and design new foundations.

Actually, it is about separating debris and cleaning that grassy areas that have gotten to hide the essence, and discover once more your main nature, the real basis of your existence.


Moon's Nodes in the houses Third and Ninth

This is one of the nodes which are best understood if we define the opposite node: in the opposite house, an individual thought and a particular philosophy has been designed, which can be judged and appreciated under one’s criteria (abstract and intuitive thoughts).

In the third house, one can explain, speak, and communicate by means of a language that is common to that of the rest: without exaggerating the latest version, not even in a mechanical way.

It should be searched, trying over and over again, the best way to express one’s own ideas, in a way that one can give a careful thought at it, and get to say it in a logical and organized way.

It should also be acquired the fact of respecting that part of one’s opinions that is not shared with the rest, and that of others which has nothing to do with ours.

There are many illustrations of this node: a huge library where we find the book we are looking for, a cultural activity in a city, etc.

I speak and listen.

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I got goosebumps reading this.

 

$12/glass! Jeezus, that's too steep for my budget! But yeah, I'll bet it's good...

You are doing so damned good. My stepdaughter quite cold turkey too. She once ended up in McClean Hospital - a major psychiatric facility in this area - for alchohol poisoning and withdrawal. At this point she has been alcohol-free for over three years.

And what are you wearing?

We're talking about wine vintages.

 

I did poison myself for sure, fuck i was in rough shape 2 /12 years ago, really bad. When i quit...my body, dried up and fast, was painful. Cracks all over my body, it was in the middle of february, stressed the fuck out 24/7, insomnia, suicidal thoughts, take a hot shower and get out and your skin so dry it cracks and starts to bleed...

If you take a nice healthy orange and give it those drinks and it starts to change the color of the orange and one day you know in your heart you gotta stop. Then you take a syringe and put it into the orange and pull and suck all the alcohol out, then you got this shriveled dry cracked piece of death that you have to rebuild.

The human spirit is no joke.