- Intuitive Inner Perception By Neon Dots -

oh yes those neon dots I know well. I see them all the time when sober. Sometimes the synchronicities with them really freak me out too. Like I'll be flipping through a book looking for something and I'll see a little orange or green spec flick really quickly by something and stop to read it and it was what I was looking for. And I'll think "are these dots some kind of spirit or is it just that these specs are interfacing with an unconscious function of my brain"
also everything I see has like a layer of multi-colored static on it almost, but the combination of marijuana and meditation gave me that. I would get high and sit in the dark for like an hour by myself everyday and study it. I initially found that I could get to the point where I could form it into things and I started using it as a way to aid me in drawing, I'd visualize characters and structures. But I've found it more interesting in the past months to just watch it do it's own thing.

The other day I was thinking about how our pineal gland is supposedly our physiological third eye and how the pineal gland is coated with photo receptors just like our retina. Then I was reading this thing about how our thoughts are essentially light being fired back and forth through synapses. And I started thinking what if our third eye, pineal gland, is quite literally looking at synaptic firings in the brain. Like the pineal gland is in a position to which it can peer through all the channels and pathways of the brain like fiber optics almost, so we are quite literally looking at the inner psychological realm of ourself.

 

wow-you have a great mind rygoody. i had to read it over a few times to "get it" i think you were a mataphysician in a past life (or this one) you'd be great at it!

 

Dude that's sweet. Cool concept.

As far as those dots when during sobreity, as well as the static. I see that shit all dayx10. But I chalk mine up to HPPD. It's nothing spiritual for me, I had it after taking way too many mushrooms in a short period, abeit minor; then it got it pretty bad from WAY too much ecstasy; and then it surpassed a level that is beyond imagination after way too much acid in a short period. Now, i live my life in a visual state that is completely identical to the visual sensation of just starting to come up on dose, or after you have come down and the visuals still linger a bit even though they have died down exponentially. It sucks. I might be inclined to find somehting spiritual about it if it didnt piss me off so much. It makes reading difficult because the words bobble up and down a bit and distort.

 

My text bobbles around a bit too, it used to be much worse months ago. The thing about these HPPD things though is, I get into the right frame of mind and I can turn them on and off. Even the static on everything, if I focus on, it will subdue. But I have somewhat bad vision normally so the static haze just subdues into a blurred haze. Or I've found at times in a more diffucult to get state of mind, I can push the static in the opposite direction, make it stronger and it starts to reveal what I'm thinking are auras.

mara, I probably was. My friend made a blog for me to type out my psychobabble on subjects like this last week http://metaphysicslab.org/

 

wow...that was AWESOME!

 

You plan on keeping that blog alive Ry? I hope so.
Here is mine, I havent added to it in awhile :
www.aumshantiaum.blogspot.com
I used to love posting stuff on there
namaste

 

thanks

 

hopefully... if only i can keep running into things to type up

 

Ye ive had similar occurrences. Also, you know when you stare at something and you get the light shadow of it 'imprinted' on your eye for a short while - ive found that that creates the slight waving on the surface when the shadow goes slightly negative or positive from the centre of the shape, which is controlled by you. I've also found i can block out my vision if i focus enough, which is getting easier and easier, so that were i am looking there is an oval of darkness - i suspect its blocking out the light or something but its quiet cool. Its easiest at night where i can black out my vision and turn it back on like a switch, though the peripheral around it stays normal.

cool blog btw

 

Lol wanna switch HPPD's? Mine doesnt have a power switch. Its constantly in full force annoyance mode. I've gotten used to it so i dont think about it as much, merely because ive accepted it part of my life now. But it's always there and always very prominent and noticable. The second i start thinking about it htough, it does get exponetially worse.

 

i think if you were to just take maybe 10 minutes everyday to go sit outside somewhere and focus on it so then it does become more and more apparent then you'd eventually gain some control of it. Plus it's entertaining to, if you sit there and focus on it long enough you can get it strong enough so it starts forming geometric patterns and tapestries.

 

On my first trip, I had a different beginning. We we're at my best friend's house and she decorated the room to be very warm and cosy and trippy (she had done acid before a few times). And the super-visuals and all that didn't kick in until an hour but within five or ten minutes, I started seeing the dots on her faux fur leopard-blanket forming into little bugs with green and red auras and dancing to the music. I was the first one to see anything at all and it was so intense. I'll see next time if it happens again. Maybe it was just the typical hallucination, I don't know. Just wanted to share

 

yea relayer somethign like that kind of happends to me like everytime i drop i alwasy see liek red neon lightes about 1 or 2 minutes after i dose idk why

 

That's them Kramazing. Im sure of it.

And as for the people saying the circles and colours in the sky are HPPD, now of course this isnt any absolute disproof (I never believed this is attributed to drug use) but if you ever get a chance, read the 2nd chapter of the Surangama Sutra, where Buddha described to Ananda how thought and substance in sense perception/objects are as "empty as the blossoms the clouded eyes see in the sky".
Surely he is talking about the same thing? Who knows, but it seems that way to me.
namaste

 

does that mean my eyes are clouded

...well I guess they probably are

one interesting thing though is I ate some mescaline yesterday it actually caused some of the 'HPPDs' to lessen... the bubbles werent to be seen as well as a few other things... although the specs were still about. Seemed rather peculiar to me, certainly something quite odd is going on in this existence.

 

I dont know Ry, Buddha also calls them diseased eyes.
Id imagine that he is reffering to the state of being attached to sense organs and sense objects, without realizing the emeptyness of that which is produced from thought, therefor living in an illusion.

 

this damn illusion always making me use it to feed myself
i wonder if breathatarianism works

 

My friend,
you achieved so much, and realized so many things, I feel you all the time when you are trying to transfer feelings in to words. I enjoy your posts and personality witch was changing and becoming better and better infront of our eyes every time you post. I wish you all the best and I would try to give you a small advice. Try to find DMT, however you know, find somebody to send it to you through mail or ask dealers.....
With your state of mind, you will be much closer to God than you ever imagined possible after DMT. Please put some effort to find it! Please do it for me if you don't want it for yourself. I know what I am talking about.
All the love and brightness to all of you guys!