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Hey, lurked on the site for a while,lots of common threads,lots for me to process. 62, married 40 years same woman with medical issues so sexless marriage, loyal. Had a female friend before marriage and we could talk about anything, lots of phone sex. we talked and I got over some hangups, she was bi so she gave me the strength to have an open mind (watching gay porn I like muscular clean shaven men) and try new things ( I can take an 8.5 dildo up my ass and love it) and I really miss talking to her. I jerk off almost daily, but I do have some hangups because I've found gay men to be deceptive and a little shallow , I'll explain...first was a guy in a cab who picked me up and we talked until he dropped me off (I was 19 and naive) gave me a note and lurked outside my apartment, he wanted to come in and give me a blowjob, scared me to death. Other negatives followed, maybe elaborate later. I have had an encounter with a guy. We were watching porn and we stripped, he reached over and grabbed my cock, started sucking. I didn't freak out so I reached for his, rolled into a 69 and sucked me until I came, don't remember if he swallowed, just said there was a lot of cum. I sucked him for a while and finally he jerked himself off....he wanted to fuck me after but I said no then, but to this day I think about fucking him, or being fucked by him. I've also had phone sex with his wife (before they got married) so my fantasy would be a 3 way with them....I could say more but that's a good start I guess.....

 

I should also say I'm looking for someone to talk to , male or female and that will talk about anything, most gay men won't talk about sex with or about women.Maybe this is the place...