Inside My Head Senerios

i have all my life. even before infancy. even before conception into this life.

not of doing messed up things though, i don't see the point of that, and rather to the contrary that whatever we screw up, whatever else comes or does not come of doing so, we are still left with having to live in a world filled with the resaulting piles of crap.

personally i don't find piles of crap left over from anyone's rampage, even potentially my own, all that desirable.

i do see worse and best case consiquences of most decisions before i make them. i'm always running simulations in my head. maybe that's why i have such a hard time multitasking anything else. but its also kept me out of jail, and a lot of other deep doodoo.

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Yeah, I do that too. I just have a hard time listening to myself, but I've been learning to do it more and more.