hey im ugly too! lol well i know quite a few ladys who like their men...umm big? but it's good to be free man. relationships are hard.
Why do you care so much about the way people see you? Are you ugly? NO! You look cute and young. There is more to life then the way we look, way more.... Dont drown your self in it.. If you dont like the way you look and think your fat then work out eat healthy what ever. No one here is going to change the way you feel about your self... What ever we say isnt going to change how you look or what you feel. At the end of the day it never really matters what anyone says or sees it matters what you have said and saw.
If it's any comfort when I was 12 I was pretty awkward looking as well. I was thin and lanky but 6 years later when I was 18 years old, 6' 2" 165 (which I've maintained even today) and a star on the basketball court, I had the eye of nearly every girl in school. Hotwater