Im never touching another drug again

I really couldn't tell you why I use drugs. But at least a quarter of it is philosophical and at least part of that is spiritual. And at most that part of the quarter is 2/3rds of the said quarter. I am really unsure of all of my motivations when it comes down to it.

I like the idea of life being an experiment. I have some experimenting to do. :cheers2:

 

I used drugs because I had no choice but to use drugs. That was the decided path for me. What I gained from experience with drugs was a more spiritual disposition, and a yearning for higher truth.

So yeah, I used drugs for spirituality.

 

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ah, happened to me as well. drinka little to much to fast and it sucks. your like why do i do this? then you get some alcohol some later time and take it easy and shit and im like yeah this is pretty good feeling. I like to get a buzz going herea nd there but alcohol isn't a favorite of mine.

i prefer smoking bud. chills me out think about things differently and its fun.

cigs are enjoyable but they are bad. i smoke less or none when im high actually.

 

WOW

 

I feel the same way

i treat myself and my world like a toy

i just want to play

 

dnt we all? i stopped messing with psychedelics long time ago, if i wanna reach enlightment there are much more effective ways than psychedelics.. yoga, meditation, fasting, tantric buddhism etc... however i dnt wanna reach enlightment, any drug i do these days is purely for recreational purposes, and most of them are euphoric drugs like opiates, cocaine etc with no spiritual value what so ever... i do them less than once a month... anyways to people saying tobacco is an entheogen well its true.. but not these processed cigarettes with hundreds of chemicals, poisons and additives! plant ur own tobacco, its the way to go...

 

Going back to original post, you will most definately drink again. Freedom Man makes a good point in that this experience is probably going to color your views on alcohol for a while and while you might not want to drink again right away, the next time you DO decide to drink you'll probably take it much easier and just have enough to loosen your mind and your mood. And this will show you again just how fun drinking can be when done not just "to get fucked up" but to just show you the world around you in a slightly different light.

Sorry if I'm getting a l presumptive about you and how you'll deal with this, but this just really reminds me of a similar set of events that I went through resulting from too much alcohol and this is just how it turned out for me when I was thinking I'd never drink again in my life. And if you are like me, then this experience will probably actually let you learn to enjoy alcohol and it's effects much more in time than if it wouldn't have happened.

Good luck to you and cheers!

 

i didn't read all the posts but...

maybe you should wait to drink until you're an adult or at least mature enough to know when to stop.

any substance can be positive if you use it responsibly.

 

haha, I've had quite a few of those nights.

shake it off.

 

To the OP:

I quit smoking weed after every bong hit. Cigs too.