i'm high, again..

I personally dont think its bi-polar but im no doctor...
maybe you are going through a rough time perhaps, or you are deeply upset about something, or something is really bothering you and your moods are shifting cause of that...
I again dont think its bi-polar, just cause someone moods change, doesnt mean they have a serious condition or anythng is wrong at all..
We all have emotions which change from time to time, and yours doesnt seem like a dramatic change from you are happy to you beating the shit out of someone cause you are upset or you are happy and then you try to slit your wrists...
Peoples moods change, doesnt mean anything is wrong with you...
I would just try to find out if something is really bothering you or if you are upset about something and try to dont harp on yourself about being down, everyone gets sad now and then...
I dont know if that made any sense and that is some pretty shitty advice but yeah...

 

no it made sense, Syra is gone and at times its unbelievably not bearable.

 

ahhh.. yeah, i get that way too after being away from charles... i'm good for a few days, and then i feel this tremendous feeling of loss and i kinda freak out for a few days to a week.. then i'm usually okay after that and things go back to normal.

do you think that's what's keeping you down those times you are down?

 

more than anything else I'm sure, but I just get the feeling there's something else too..

prolly just my imagination.

 

hehe well i hope you find your center.. and balance your emotions to where you're comfortable adn happy. i liked epiphany's advice on looking to spirituality for that...

 

Ahhh... I was under the impression (due to your other post) that this is something that had been reoccuring for quite awhile now. If it is fairly recent, and often occurs when Syra is gone, then no, I would not have suggested Bi Polar Disorder.

Please poke Syra for me. Uh... not like that.

 

how's this for rash and illogical decisions..

i almost shaved my hair off this morning and i joined some church youth group a little after that.

i'm trying to get me a counselor. i really need someone to talk to.

 

haha guys dont write it off... i mean if you saw a psychologist he would immediatley say somethings wrong. Trust me they want you to come back. You never know though... I dont know people that go through moods like that its pretty messed up. People i know are either depressed or fucked up or somewhat happy...